There is a needing to SHOUT!!!

DUDES!

2010-05-26T16:45:00.002+08:00

Today is a good time to change my blog. It seems a long time before i did bother to think to write in this blog so applause to me. Ya. Been getting a bit better everyday in life. Meeting the same old people. Trying to get back talking with all people. Trying to make myslef better.

Each day starts with an air leur basi.

Then bathe to get the 'fresher you'.

Reach sch ard 6.55 am to have some breakfast.

Jealous at people who get tropies. I get none(ahahaha)

Need to go for Mass Run(1 round) NOT HAPPY

Why?

Because other class no need run(3T2).

But then win the YOG thingy.

Get a grip fatini, you only got handphone strap but still its limited edition.

!COOL!

So that is my life for this time and to keep posting these to keep me be reminded abt the memories that is important for me too keep coz i scared later i old i cannot remember, i will read my blog to remind me how life has been.

Or when i die.

I want people to remember me abt the days where there is glory

in my life or when there is still hope out there. I want them to know how i feel. And i am starting for today. My old posts will still be there to remind me on how childish i had been during in Primary Sch. And i have to learn to grow up since entering the 'youth zone'.

May god give you the path that you deserve

2009-12-16T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hahahahah! BOO! I miss you!

Miss this computer although its kinda old. Had been too AMK just now and of bought uniform. Love it! The PE too :) Then went to food court bought some food. Just bought chicken and rice. Oh! What the heck! Chicken rice. Gegeh nyahnyahnyah. Kinda crazy bout it.

I still havent write by book. Been quite busy studying for opening of sch. I also think of increasing my stamina for NAFA test. I want to pass my 2.4 km run. My last exam is a 19.07. Of course i missed passing by 1 min and 7 secs. Geez; kinda lame huh? Tomorrow thought of jogging with Nabil. But dunno yet lazy or not.

Been missing most of my friends lately and kind of angry with ______. Its been complicated. Plus i dont believe its going to do me any good. Tawakal sudah yee fatini.

I want to be a good daughter but somethings just stopping me. Its crazy!

2009-12-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

I am not using laptop anymore!!!!!

Man! I'm bummed by this kinds of things. One day you are in the top of the world, the other, you are in the bottom of the food chain. Nenek come to my house for a sleepover. Damn! Not that i have a grudge on her or something. Its just shes super_______. Not daring to say. We have to layan her then told my dad that my bro and I are same like my cousins, watching cartoon all day long! I am a whiner!

Thats the bad news but now shes gone. Its been 1 week. Thats why i havent been on the comp for a few days. Dad decided to buy Twister and Picturika(dunno the spelling). Mak say that shes gonna buy us something so that after that we are going to sleep in our own room. We've been bugging them by sleeping in their room for more than a month! PEACE! Hahahaha....Bro have bought this stupid flash and dash car which is kinda lame. But its his choice! Well i havent decided yet. You know i like cats but i kinda scared of them. So i wanna try my fear on this furreal friends. But i dunno kind of expensive. Then my dumby mind kept drifting to this kinda cool doll; Baby Alive. I know, i'm kinda like a kid huh? Who cares?! As long i'm happy,i'm contented with life! PuuuuUuuUFFFfffTTTTttt! HAH!

You know, i have been thinking bout something. I think i am going to write a book. I know. ME?!!!! Its super crazy. But i really have it on my mind for a while now. So look at the characters.

Name of characters that going to be in my book.

Main Role- Lynx Strik

Father of 2 children-Dirk Krester

The two children, or teenagers- Rebecca and Danny Krester

The Evil one- Jakeyla

The main role's family members- Jake, Tristra and Gelinda Strik

2009-12-01T09:49:00.002+08:00

Ok, my eyes are puffy. I dunno why but been crying since last night. Sometimes i feel selfish. Have been here(sengkang) since Sunday 29 Nov but this guy, have been in tiga abduls house and still not going home. I have been thingking, wth dont he go home so i can enjoy with my cousin. Its creeping me out! ERGH! No mood to blog today eventhough i am still using a laptop.

* Man! I hate some people in this world but too poliete to say. CHIOW!

2009-11-30T10:13:00.002+08:00

WOHOO!!!!!!! I am using laptop today. Hahahahah, fatini jakon... Lameshit sia -,-. Just woke up and been flicking throughthe cable tv just now since i dont have any cable tv at home. Could not ask for more huh? Speaking about that had fun last night. Quite fun at least. Wanted to watch wizards of waverly place but aunt say its too late. Need to sleep. And since wizard of waverly place is at 11.30, we need to sleep.

Woke up around 5plus and bathe after that read some books since i am a bookworm*rolls eyes* keeping up with the standars giving by my aunt and uncle is quite hard coz their boys are totally clever lik hell. I think they always get grade A1 for every single subject.

I think my post today is a bit random cause i am feeling so excited by usng laptop for the first time and i want to keep it up till wednesday then my cousin will sleep at mine. Sure fatini, enjoy it but when december comes, work hard again till end of 2010. I hope next year there will be more olidays to enjoy but i gotta hope some more and in time my wish would not be soo true.

Since my english suck, I want to keep my blog like a "super-perfect english" column where i get to improve it. Why am i telling you? Easy, because i am a very nice girl. nyahanyahah.. Fatini lame again.

My blogskin is getting titchy at the links part so i wont be linking anyone anymore because i kinda like this skin very much. I guess if i want to search for any of your blog, i just have to memorise huh? But its ok, i will figure it out myslef. I think by writing my blog i'll have assurance.

Duh i am starting to keep out of line again. But it dosent matter coz i will end here. Will be typing sooon. Bye bloggy.

I just figure out that there is more to life than hatred. Keeping positive for the rest of the day.

2009-11-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

Today i get to get out from house after around 1 month staying there. I mean there's nothing to do. I want to watch Caroline but remembered nabil dont bring key. If i havent come home how? Stand there till 3 pm.

Wow! i dont beleve that its gonna be December in a few days time. I dont think i enjoyed it as much as i used too last time coz i need to work. Bloody.... I'm super tired this days. I mean give me a break! this is holiday for goodness sake and i am not a robot to work 24 hrs a day. Resolution for next year is not to use vulgur, I am keeping this bad habit and dont wanna to keep it.

Today i am sleeping at cousin's house and thankgoodnesscoz i think its quite fair to have a sleepover since have not had it for 1 yr. Sure, think my life is fair but noooooo, got to study like mad. I think dad is getting fed-up with my grades. Am not keeping up with standars.

Will continue to next post. Till then, bye-bye. Sure you will miss me huh? Keep trying fatini, keep wishing...

2009-11-17T15:29:00.002+08:00

I am superb bored! Can somebody take me out or i will die of boredness!!!

Seriously, i am pleading. I mean; come on... I know i am a lazey bum but maybe sometimes i need fresh air to keep me self alive. Oh my ALLAH! On December cannot go out anymore. I know I am writing in largest font. But i dont care. I am being ranndom cause i had just spelled random with 2 'n'. Oh, i am super tired of reading harry potter book again and again. I want to nag at my brother but cannot. He just give me his timing of using com to me. I want to kill him for giving this opportunity which can't be miss. Even the automatic air wick is not giving me fresh air that i need. I am so into sneakers that i wanted to buy one but not enough $$ cause snearkers cost tons! Guess i will have to do with slippers. I know this post is random. But stick with me during this kind of period where people have nothing to do and keep on typing and typing and typing.

Urgh! I am becoming more and more irritating.

2009-11-13T14:02:00.002+08:00

hellO!

I know i have not been posting lately not like usual sch holidays which make me not posting twice or even once a day. Today i have great news! I get to be in 3N1 and thank goodness some people are in other class. I am also so proud of myslef for making it. Filiah and i are also going to be partners(i think so...)

Just wish that next year starting soon because i cant wait to be in a good class. Hahaha, fatini is really a lameshitt girl. Man, fatini is lame.

"Fatini is a goo-dy good shoes. But it dosent really counts."

2009-10-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

OK, i totally passed all my exams and i feeling like i am in the sky floating. But eventhough i passed, my parents are still not happy about it. I mean, ok i lacked a bit but at least i passed my maths which is the subject that i am worst at! Some people are just so hard to please and that include my parents. Sure, most of my grades are all grade 5 but i only failed art which is such an un-important subject and boring. I totally hate art and the teacher is snobbish. One time she told me: "Fatini i know you have facebook but let me get it clear that i have facebook and if you ever come across mine, please do not add me because i dont usually add my students." Err hello! who wants to add you anyway and yea, till now, i still havent come across it so please dont think you ae glamoruous thats disgusting.

My handphone was confiscated by Mdm Ang coz she caught me SMSing atqa. I just got it today. Thank you very much. I don't know how i could live that long. Sorry ATQA i know i have been delaying time but seriously life have been such a mess now and i hope you can still forgiving me for all i did. We meet someday ok?

I am blaming all my issue on Purbety... Am i right or am i wrong? ERH!!

2009-10-15T13:57:00.002+08:00

Exam is definately over! Thank goodness! I think I am getting crazy with textbooks. I think my hair have been more worse than ever. Now i can read any books, play computer all day long and laze around forever.... Well, not forever anyway, just until i get my next year's textbook which i really pray to get promoted.

Yea, Cheryl still have not coming to sch which is a really sad thing coz she had already finish 3/4 of the year and its wasted. I hope that she come to her sense and come beack to sch. Come on she's just 14 yrs old same like me. She just need another 2 more yrs before she completed the 10 yrs education in s'pore.

IDK, why i am caring for her anyway... It just occur to me about her =(

You think you are sweet? Show-off!

2009-10-11T18:36:00.002+08:00

I know some people think i am a self-centered centered person and always act as if the world is mine. Sorry dar-lingggssss, i may not what you think ok? Pls lah! You people are so like primary kids or even kindegarten peeps. Jeezzz......

I dont want to talk about it again so think yourself ok, Like one of my friend say: The world dosent revolve around you.

Exams are going to be over soon this wednesday. I am super glad =D I don't know why but i feel quite happey! Sweetnesss...

I am also a fan of avatar but i cannot see the last episode because i need to go tuition as the next day is Maths. Damn maths, you must make me pass becuase i sacrified my favourite last episode for you!

My post is a boring one today coz i nvr leave home so thanks for bearing with me here.

PS: I love baby bottle!!!

2009-10-10T08:17:00.002+08:00

Holla!

Fatini is back! Sorry for a few days i did not update. My upEED(stupid) computer is making trouble. It is a good thing? Well my EOY is going quite well except for English because i have no idea on how to answer the questions. Bloody shiit! hmphfuruhhhhhhmph! Yes people i am babbling! EOY is also finishing soon and i can't wait 4 sch holidays. Theh sch like extended it for one week. SO instead of holidaying on 23 October, it would be 30 October. Yea, goo idea; sch! Thanks for extending it! I felt like slapping this people. HEL-LO! EOY is done so why still wanna go sch? Its stupid! And then you people are going to let us go by 11 am. So? Whats the use. Sit there and bobal all day?! Merepek....

Yes, i am writing all my angerness here. UPEED SCH! sometimes hormones can really get into my nerves. Plus i have enough patience for this people. Good thing you and i are going to change class. If not i am going to KILL YOU! Anyways i am having a great time reading Jane Eyre; from Charlotte Bontet? It is really cool. But his girl; Jane Eyre, really have a bad taste in guys. I mean a handsome guy wants her but she wants an ugly old man who this downright a lier and arrogent guy. Sure Jane Eyre, you got no eyes. TSKTSK! Heheheheh, macam paham aje aku ni....

Oklah, i want to continue reaing jane Eyre then i'll read Oliver Twist? Maybe fate will decided.

Gosh! I think i am in love with sneakers!

2009-10-03T18:03:00.008+08:00

Ok peeepppsss! This is the first time i am putting up fotos from my previous holiday in Phuket. It was damn fun! i had syiok syiok there and trust me there are many obsticales to go through as i went snorkeling. It was damn fun! I eish i could go there with some of me friends. Enjoys!

"The reason i still talk to you is because i still have some basic respect for you sukcer!"

2009-10-02T13:10:00.003+08:00

WOODOOWOODOOO!

Whats up? CEILING! ok merepek.

I miss my primary peeps. It has been 2 yrs since i have seen them. All there are fotos but no voices that i wanna hear. Farah's laugh, yaty's merepekness, Atiqah slumberness, Kirin's boifrenness, ______ giginess, Syafiq's laugh like dolphin, Shahir's squeky voice; i hope that voice nvr change laaaa. Roshida's malasness, Ain's sillynesss and etc.

I have not in contact with them for 2 yrs except for yaty which is 1 and a half years, Atiqah, farah, kirin for 1 yr. Now in contact with atiqah only as i had just made a random call for her and she suddenly tell me she have pakwe! WOW! Times must have been very long and i think i have grown a beard? Chewah!

Anyway i am thinking of a going for a diet? Good or not? I think its good coz i want more clothes and since when i am so interested in clothes? I blame it on hormones!!!!!!!!!

" Since when pigs fly? Since you fart at them smeller!!!"

Oh man!

2009-08-21T12:05:00.001+08:00

I am seriously fed-up with myslef at times. Can't even take care of her health. Stupid! I feel like a useless human/ person at times. Kinda makes me think there is no way to get better. Just now mass run felt happy coz i think i make it faster than i expected, and well, it felt good. Then disturb Imanina(natural!) I just can't say it why. Vomitted then went home. Dad say go doctor after that doc say take 2 days MC but i think i still go to CIP. I must becoz i dont want to do CIP with another class it will look as if i am so out of the group. I think will tell Nasyirah and Eddie? Hmm, cannot decide.

Someone is making me really irritated for almost 1 week! Hel-lo! I am not here to 'puja' you or compliment you ok?! Give me a break. Go away! SHOO! Hah, i am a bad feller!

" You simply loook stupid when you lie!"

CIP

2009-08-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but it seems that today seems like a very tiring day. After morning assembly, had geo. Ms Chan was doing this bored agriculture thing after that got theory with Ms Ong. Ok, got scolded a lot all the same but yea, tend to be drowsy. Take a sweet short nap in the library (cold!) After about 15 mins, helped Quraisyah find a suitable book. Mother tongue comes along and i was getting deaf with Mdm Kalsom coz i am getting really sleepy. Thank goodness Imanina next to me and i can disturb her, EVEL! ICT was quite fun coz all do is just see the 'beautiful' computer and disturb imanina. Oh yah! Maths, Yu Hao and Syaffiq really did a good job in making Imanina feel irritated. Saying She from Philiphins(i am too lazy to know the right spelling). I laughed all the way =D.

Ms Ong tried to make a fun lesson but we are too tired to enjoy it.... Ok, will try to update later! Chiowz!

Long time(:

2009-08-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i have blogged. Yea, time has passed by... First and foremost, Sorry ATQA. I cannot reply you coz my pre-paid tiba2 kosong. Seriously. I am super sorry. Will make up to you by blanja you at movies ok? Yati too if you had ajak her.

Secoondly to Imanina, to irritate you every single day. I know i am a nunisence. There are just somethings i cannot tell but make it up by disturbing you. I just put a lot of unsaid thing by diturbing you. HAHA!

Emo sia...

To Eddie, thanks man for being a good friend and for taking care since Sec 1 appreaciatte it man. Sometimes i feel like you are a big bro eventhough we are not kinda related. But you know my secrets and make it worth a living....

For you peeps out there who everyday have a great life; don't fake it. Life has up and downs so don't tell lies by telling you happiness to the world. Tell some to you friends like how i told Nasyirah and Eddie so at least there know what you are going through and that is what really life worth for.

By the way,
Last long Nasyirah and Eddie!

Just.....

2009-07-24T13:54:00.001+08:00

Whew this week been a hard week. And to tell you the truth i am getting tired of english but i am catching on with pe? Well this week's PE is not bad like last time maybe i am getting fit! Hahah! Did i tell you guys about my new teachers? Well i personally like Ms Ong and Ms Tan for a change for science lesson. I seriously can understand what they are teaching unlike Ms Lee(sorry) I am i am not comdeming Ms Lee. I am just saying my own opinion. Well anyway, Mr Wee and Ms Wong is okay but i think i more understand the concept with my tuition teacher, Mr Nizam. Mrs Thevy is err? NO COMMENT! other teachers are quite neutral. I think Ms Sim is gonna to cope with us for a while!

i really miss Mrs Puah now. Oh no!

2009-07-01T17:55:00.003+08:00

Back to sch already?

Oh holidays past so fast but sch days past so selow. Almost all teachers in our class change. I don't know why maybe because of our notorious class or... WHATEVER! Life have been ok so far and i think thare is one thing that is going to hurt me so much is..... PE! I suck at PE man! I think these PE things are getting on my nervs or i am just so over?

Hey peeps! you want me to change my blogskin or just stick to this? I am getting bored and i don't know how to handle it an di am getting tired of peas!

JUST SO YOU KNOW....

2009-06-07T18:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was fun(:

We went to Sentosa. Reached there about 8.45 and kak adah park the car at the carpark. Then we go to a bus-stop. There are red,blue,yellow & i forgot the last one.. We took the blue bus and straight go to underwater world. I saw a lot of unserwater creatures! I SAW SPONGEBOB AND FRENS!!!!! Cute things, okay except for squidward. ergh.... very ugly and i think he is in a bad mood. Saw dory and nemo in finding nemo =D! After that we feed to fishes, and they eat like as if they bite me man. Hazim feed the stingray and it is hillarious! He hold the fish for a totally long time until the stingray got fed-up and tried to jump to get the damn dead fish.

After that we watched the dolphin show. =D cute seyyy... I LOVE the DOLPHINS. Then we eat some crackers and went home. Overall it seems fun.

OK peeps i am getting tired as this is a short post, i hope you enjoy it! Short & sweet =)

2009-06-03T20:34:00.004+08:00

Heyo peeps!

Long time i nvr post... Sorry(: kinda busy these days.

I have not told you guys about my sec 2 camp right? Well let me tell you; i am glad that i am still alive!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are a lot of tiring activities that really makes me sick. When i got home, i slept like a pig from 2 pm till the next morning! Mom called me a lazy pig but she dosen't know what had appened in the past few days:

2.30- Reach school and get in our groups. Board the bus...
4 something - Reach the campsite & we go and play something that involve bonsing with our team members... Cute -,-
6 something- Had dinner which is really makes me wanna vomit. Even my brother cook better!
7 something- Played blind man'd trail the one you are "blind" and you need to hold someone's back to help you move, that kind of thingg...
9 something- Had supper; i only drank milo because the food is uneatable.. i think its grass... hmm?
10 something- sleep, i snored! no offence! i am super tired, other people wanna chat so its thier own problem so don't blame me if i snored? i mean who is totally perfect in this world and guess what? I AM TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The next morning:

6 something- wakkkeyyy imanina told me i snored. i shrugged and bathe in the toilet alone; thank you very much.
7 something- Morning exercise and breakfast. Noodles like soil BLEUCH!
Can't remember the time- Do challenge rope. Very scary i fall in one of the challenge rope. but its ok, at least i tried! missed doing absailing and rock climbing becoz of rain =D
Afternoon- Nvr do kayaking and river crossing becoz got blood thingy. glad i can escape! =B i know i am a chicken... POKPOK!
Night- Had dinner and err, a lousy campfire and sleep time good thing they say if you don't want any supper, you can skip it =D sleep and snored again... i don't care what they thing, again... I AM SUPER DUPER TIRED!

The next morning:

Basically, we clean the are and then we go home i skipped their breakfast!!!!!!!!

When come back home, I SLEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP!

Thank you, i hope you enjoyed my lovely story =DDDDDDDDD

2009-05-28T21:08:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey!

Reached sch, nvr see imanina so sit there for a while and read my new book. After a few minutes, imanina came runnning to me and say: "fatini! you get to go to 3N1!" I cannot believe my ears; i mean me? In first class of the NA stream, puh! so not me(:

Checked it out and yea i got into it but err, i don't know what course i am going to take coz i don't like D&T and i suck at maths and A math? NO way! But i definately don't want to go to 3N2 because later i need to be in the same class with the people who, idk? don't care about studies? definately, me no likey-,-

Thinking,thinking and thinking at last i think i just have to go through it right? I mean, life is hard one thing you like, the other thing you don't like so it seems complicated though but i am sure that i am going to make it.

Yea, sad to say 8 peeps failed the overall and they need to be retained:

SUQI
JOSEPH
YU HAO
SAMUELSON
WEI LEONG
JUN RONG
MING XUAN
BRENDAN

Hope you guys work hard to go to Sec 3 next year(:

*cheers! :D

2009-05-25T19:41:00.001+08:00

Well,well,well...

Fatini is trying to be active here in blogspot. But she is so damn busy! Sorry peeps :( Have been busy lately. Even my best buddy; Filiah so busy with her script lately and also go home before 5 pm. hahahahahaha...

Teachers are killing us a damn! Ms Lee; my beloved science teacher are asking us to make a game and doing correction for our workbook. ergh! damn tired until felt restless till going to have a fight with lame andy ho -,- So angry with him. Lately, been going home with Filiah always meet at library and then buy drinks and go home together(:

LiLi gets to go back to China today! Wah, so good :D gonna miss you girl! She looked so overjoy yesterday because she is going back to her homeland. She is going there today 7 pm so i think she already take flight since i am posting this blog at 8 pm.

Going to be holidays and i can't tell you how much i need this break! Got a lot of things going on in this hor-rible sch... Puh! I can't get to concentrate on my studies for MYE and i am promising myslef to get better now. So wish me luck guys!(:

2009-05-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

Sick girl just recovered(:

Let me tell you what had happened, on TUESDAY

Had a very horrible PE and vomited at the toilet. Feeling sick but what can i do, mum and dad are working and who wants to fetch me from school to home. So wait until sch finish and go back home with imanina. Bought milo ice-blended. WOOHHOOO nice :D

Reached home; temperature went high then in an unapporiate time, mak scolded me for no reason and yea, i became more sick. When i started to vomit then mak feel sorry and sent me to the doctor. Doctor say its gastric flu.. Got MC for 1 day...

The next day, i was feeling ter-rible. Had severe headache and fever going up and down, diorrea, vomit, not eatting until mak cook porridge for me. Went to the doctor again and found out that i actually get this diesease called stomach virus or stomach flu... Got 2 day MC.. I feel like crying because i know that in two days then i can be well and i got to miss social ettiquet thingy...

Ok feeling much better so next monday i am seeing my peeps again and praying to allah that teachers are not going to give me any "presents" PLS!

2009-05-13T07:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a blast!

Went shopping with kak June yesterday. Ok, you might think. Me? Shopping? Yeah, right... But yea, believe me, shop from 1.30 until 9.14 pm you can tell, my feet is damn sore! First we went to geylang to buy this wedding things for her fren?

Off to my aunt house to take her wallet. Met my grandma there(: After that straight away go to Far East Plaza!!! Great place man... ><>

Kak june bought 2 swimsuits! 1 is a velcome and the other is Roxy nice. 2 of them are black but who cares? heheh... Deng! kak june bought some fruits and a cheesecake. I pick fruits because i want to diet! Fatini lame!

Reached home at around 9.14 and thank goodness today no school if not, i would have beg my mom for mercy for not going to school!

2009-05-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

Having a great time are we?

Ok for me(:

The week have been a very tiring week as need to study like mad and i have to sleep around 3 am every single day! Okay... THAT'A A LIE!!!!!! Heheh but seriously i have been studying and this is my prediction on my papers.

English- May pass but not that really good.
History- Find i guess but scared if i flunk it!
Literature- Will pass (:
Maths- I dunno. I kept worrying! I think i will just pass or i will just fail but i hope that i will just pass. But i will pray and keep praying!
Science- Oh! damn it! Just hope i won't fail
Malay- hmmm... The karangan maybe won't be that good but the paper? FEEL LIKE DYING!
D&T- Congratulations fatini! I think, no... i know you will fail! yikes!

Hmm, how?

Not really good impression huh?
But nvr mind...
I know i will work hard.
Even my tuition teacher say soooooo
He knows now i am taking studies seriously and i hope he's right!
He just say its my confidence!
He says that i have no confidence at all!
Maybe.....

And i hope ALLAH will help me again as he did last common test.
Thanks ALLAH

ALLHAMDULLILAH

VIOLA!

2009-05-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

VIOLA!!!

What do guys think about this awesome blogskin! Kinda nice(: Fatini loves it! Took about 10 minutes finding this blogskin and its worth it. Just now, after exam, walk back home with imanina. Told her about my P5 camp. Laugh till tears come out. Walk with imanina and kian boon. Oh such a ___________ couple. The 2 of them...

Opps gotta go now & Filiah! I am going there! Well good luck with H_ _ R_!!!!!!!

2009-04-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

Wohoo~

Times are getting either better or worse.

Heheh, today i am very happy that tomorrow not schooling. So cool because i am getting tired of waking up early for the past two weeks. Thought of going to MUSTAFA INSAN but yea, dad says no need :( damn sad. You know, i just cannnot wait to go to phuket with my cousin. Gawd! I just can't wait and of course i wanna pass my exam but my brain is totally becoming more maniec than ever!!!

OK, you guys would probably saying. wth is this girl talking? Peeps have been asking me to post. But i am busy so i am taking this effort to do so even though i am becoming a nuisece to this website. I will promise to chnge this blogskin because this grey blogskin is freaking me OUT!

I think i need a cheerful blogskin don't you think so? Anywayz, eenjoy this bloody post!

2009-04-28T15:28:00.002+08:00

Today is a horr-ible day.

Actually yesterday Hui Sian telephone me late at night. Is she crazy or what? I am already asleep but she dunno i got my own life huh? Hey girl, i got my own life ok so stop coming to me. You come to me when you have no frens and now, you come to me. Oh puh-lese. Man i am dead tired and dead lazy to post this post.

OPPS sorry if i have been posting lame post. Being in Secondary school is harder than i thought! Anyway huisian you better change your attitude ok girl.

Here is a quick helpline for peeps who don't know what the hell have happen.

Hui Sian write bad things about Amanda
Of course amanda not happy ask to see hui sian face to face
Hui Sian go and call me late going to be 12 midnight, dunno i got privacy or not. Called me 2 times somemore. Mum and dad got angry with hui sian.
Hui Sian bugged me(!)
I got irritated.
Janice and amanda ask me if i like hui sian or not. Now after this above things happen. Obviously NOT!

*the end*

2009-04-24T15:22:00.002+08:00

Heyo peeps!

Ok, I have been totally messed up deh!
Err, Shall not elaborate(?)

I am getting fed-up listening to people while people don't want to listen to me. I am so angry! When you are doing something, THINK! I am dead tired. If anybody tries to make me damn angry again, i will make sure you suffer the same thing i suffer. Damn it. If you analyse properly now,i don't have much good things to say in my life. Why? Think yourslef then! I am not always you brain you know!? You gotta think too. hmph! Time to think too ok...

I am fine tired posting this blog. I gotta go now. Chiow and ps: my blog is damn dead! Grr(:

2009-04-07T20:12:00.003+08:00

Mood: ergh!

Last week have been a surprising one. Mr Shukor is going away: bye-bye; gonna miss you but what can i do? Somebody is getting into my nerves but again i am being positive. I want to hide myself again but thinking about it makes me feel like i am a traiter to myself. Why? just don't wanna to elaborate here...

My goodness; woodgrove is getting into a nightmare day by day! I feel like smaking the clock to get up to 2013 so i am out from woodgrove. Miss my primary school friends even though i am going to meet them this teachers day woohoo! can't wait manz.

Heard from imanina whats the news for the day. could not believe it. Must be dreaming it. But i hope this thing would not go far. i pray for you.

Class tee: one word: FANTASTIC! maybe its too strong for you but to me, its just perfect! Glad having black tee, pink words than pink words black font.

GEEZ, maybe actions speak louder than words.

Ok, now for the bad part.

Nasyirah;

i know you don't wanna talk to me because you are still angry with me. i know and i dont blame you. But about _________ i nvr lie.

2009-03-28T23:02:00.002+08:00

Mood: Swaying

Had a totally tiring week.

Mon: Come back to school for a start after a week of 'holidaying' it felt different; idk why but ah... sweet nibblets! It felt very long than usual i felt.

Tue: Had 2.4 km run and i fell like fainting but still am very happy as i passed ^.^ okok, best! Vomitted after that -,- Had project work and its very complicated. haish.... Skipped CCA again as stayed there for 15 mins then got no one. ergh!!! wasting my time this people!

Wed: Good news, ms lai nvr come thank goodness! Did my art work and then disturb atiqah with her art work. ok, i was scolded by her but who cares?!

Thur: hmm, nvr go to CCA need to collect passport so yea! thanks dad! i owe you one ^.^

Fri: Passed my MASS RUN the actual timing is :18.00 mins. but my timing is :17.50 ok, i know its quite going to fail but still, i passed! HURRAY!

Ok, i have been telling you about my week and now i am tired. So bye people and hope you had a good week even though mine is not perfect but it is still 90.05% perfect.

2009-03-20T18:19:00.003+08:00

MOOD: Jiwang

I have been looking at my past posts and realised i have grown. Grown from a zero person to a person i realise to be. Well, idk if i had been to turn to be a good person of bad person. People kept saying that i have turn into a bad person. Why? i just don understand. I tried to keep people happy but people just still does not tried to realise it and i am just damn tired. Even though sometimes i tried to be fair once more, just piss me off man!

Life at Woodgrove?

Hmph! Believe me, it just get worser and worser! Mrs puah decided not to like me, Mdm farrah always get me into trouble and also piss me off and other teachers? Ahh forget about it. Once more i am going to type this jiwang-jiwang thingy, i am going to hit my head, PRONTO!!

2N1; forget to be a good class ok? You people just suck to the core! I tried to be nice to the boys(chinese) but who am i kidding? i just can't make anyone like me so THERE!

LOOPz

2009-03-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

Weiii...

This is the official day i am making a new passport! Well, it is more uglier than i had expexted but who cares?! I am sure confident that i will be going to phuket soon and i don care what people going to say about my passport picture laaa. BRAINS is better than LOOKS puuuwf!

Just now, went to causeway points and i am having good fantastic fun! After tuition meet mom and eat at banquet. then shop till drop.

Am watching K-NITE. GEREK seyyy.

MOOD: BEST =DDDDDDDD

Family day outzzz

2009-03-18T15:05:00.005+08:00

Man!

Today family day out is better than last. I get to ride in the Singapore Flyer! WOW!!! I tought i would never get the chance to ride the Singapore flyer as it is very expensive and ayah would never pay that high price. Well, ayah get voucher for 4 people to ride the singapore flyer and lucky for us, we are a member of four!!! gerek seyyy!!! We had a blast beybeh as we can see japan, malaysia, indonesia, vietnam, china, austrailia and even india! FUUUH Singapore flyer is really the biggest in the world =D Then mak decided that she wants to buy somethings to make her remind this free and wonderful journey and so she bought a clock and its very cute too and she wants to keep it to herslef so we would not manage to destroy it -,- very clever!!!

GRRRRRRR!!!!!

Say what? say what? hahah! our tummy is grumbling and we went to grand hyatt one of singapore's most expensive hotel =DDDDDDD we ate at the restaurant and by one hour, my stomach became up-side down man!! Totally hate it when it happens. Sure, i hate this tummy business but wtd? just go with the flow! ayah decided to be nice and said:"Come, lets take a cab. I think we no need to take MRT later sure a lot of people and we cannot sit down." We wowed at each other but alas, we also need to pay and he chuckled! very clever! What's the $$$? Hmm, after thinking about it for a long time, i have decided not to tell you but thanks for asking though!

I am feeling sleepy here and i wanna sleep so don stop me and i hope you enjoy this lovely grandmother story teling that i am telling you now, i hope you had a goo wednesday to as i had. Chatta with you soon! tata, fatini CHIOW!

RESULTS

2009-03-03T17:52:00.002+08:00

Oh yea!

I have forggotton to state my results. Not that good but yeah! i think i can still breathe.

English-62.5/24
Maths-40/100
Malay-70/100
Science-56.25/100
History-? i ahve forgotton
Literature-92.5/100

Oh yea! maths spoils it all!

Blabber shit!

2009-03-03T15:55:00.002+08:00

I feel so used by someone or some peeps. Ok! someone is really get me into irritational level which is by the way, hui sian!! Hel-llo! when i say i don't want means i really don't want so stop pushing me ok? And yes, when i am not hungry, pls don't make me go and eat dumbass. I really want to 'sepak' your face laa dumbass!

And thank goodness you are reprimanded by mr Shukor WOW! you could never see how please i am and seriously nasyirah! I miss you 0.0 But i know that you've have gone so yea...
Bye!!

Welcome back peeps!

2009-03-02T18:51:00.003+08:00

Ok this is the new blogskin that will rock my blog and today also i have decided to make people link me back after so long of hiding myself . I will choose this people personally and sorry who is not being pick, you are ELIMINATED and those who make through this round, i congratulate you and hope you success but do not tell anyone else. Now, my blog will be like the secret societies but in difference, no VIOLATION will occur! hahah(:

PS: TO those pople i nvr choose you dosen't mean i hate you its just, i am telling you people that o ahve started to be secretive nowdays andi will only let people whom i trust to read this. so yea, give me a break!

Thank you and good evening
=DDDDDDDD

2009-02-28T12:29:00.003+08:00

Oh, i am busy,busy,busy manzzzz!

I have not update frequently as i did last year as this year i am super de duper tired. Got back home, do homework(sometimes...) pray then sleep even eating i did sometimes not everytime at home I eat at schoolsometimes with imanina and sometimes with hui sian... OK school is not getting fun right now and yea, i feel that i don't belong ergh! Should choose another school when i get the chance too and yea, last Sunday was a blast. Me, lapar girl and monyet girl totally crap at madrasah and this Si ling girl name diyana suck to the core manzzz! SHe is like WHATEVER!

ok since i am in a rush , this will be the end and i won't promise that i will update more so, toodles!

I just keep those tears with a smile(:

2009-02-19T18:42:00.004+08:00

OK, today i am feeling very damn weird sey. idk why but yesterday when i fell asleep i dream about this thinggg and really, thinking about this does not make me more comfortable than i am now.. so now i decided not to tell you guys. -_- i'm sorry...

Many things are just troubling me but i won't or want to tell people as i think that people nowdays are cannot be trusted. I want to tell someone but learn that to keep a secret is to keep it to yourself... Ouch! I am being protective of myself and i am beggining to feel lame.

i tried to tell somebody but ah!!!!!!!!!!!

A lot of people are beggining to hate me because yea, i am unreasonable and sometimes i expect too much from someone and yea i wanna say sorry to these people. I know sometimes i can be unreasonable and you won't forgive me but its ok. I have to expect the fact and i am not ashamed to admit my mistake and because i am not good in saying but i'm just good in writing about the feelings. This post is going to be long, i promise you. Maybe after i write this post, most people will hate me and its ok and i feel much better as i have already admit my mistake.

Habshah: I am sorry to hate you before. My heart is full of hatred and i don't know(idk) why. Maybe because i am not happy with myself and blamin other people about it. i am just an irritating brat. I know and i am sorry about it ):

Syahirah: "Syahirah sorry ehk?" Maybe somethings are not what it seems and what i say maybe hurt you and i did'nt feel it. I just cannot say in my mouth but in my heart, things are different so yea, i am sorry. :(

Rasyidah: Yup i know, you have told the secret that i once tell you about it and honestly, i am definately dissappointed but somehow, i decided to give one chance too many.There are things that i am keeping it to myself but now, its all let go. Previous year, yup! i am honest i hate you but now, things are changing and yea! i think i am beggining to be more matured. i'm sorry :(

Quraisyah: I know you are trying your best to like me and i really appreaciate it (: But maybe i am an ungratefull brate who did not appreaciate things that have been there for me. Now i will tell you from my heart that i am greatfull for it but maybe somethings are not meant to be... i'm sorry :(

Nasyirah: Wow! i am missing the time we 'pernah' spend together and yea, last year i think i am a stupid and the most ignorant twerp ever! iam so doubly irritating and i can't stop myself. Seriously shit me! I am most stupid person of earth. To all five of you. But i know that things cannot be change anymore and i hope that even though we are not close friends but a "hi & bye" friend. Its still good to get a smile(: and seriously, i'm sorry :(

* Like i say things cannot be change but until then... GOODBYE

2009-02-18T18:08:00.002+08:00

Had finished common test just now at 12.35 pm! Woohoo! Like in composition, i heave a sign of relief(:

From Monday till Wedenesday(16-18Febuary)
Here are the exams that i took:

1. English- Was quite difficult at the opening paragraph
2. History- Quite easy. I like the crossword puzzle
3. Malay- Err, quite ok but the procecolze(idk how to spell) very difficult! wa mati!
4. Literature- The first part quite hard but then i think the multipul choize make it up
5. Science- Wa telah mati!!!!
6. Maths- Ergh! Maybe... ERGH!!!!

Ok, that is half of my week(: So... maybe i will update and maybe i won't as i am very the malas =DDDD so mind me yea?

* My tagboard is totally weird. If nobody give me a tag, none will. If just some 1 person tagg me, my tagboard is loaded! HAH!!!!
(:

I just kept those tears with a smile(:

2009-02-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

Woohoo people~

Today i am extreamely tired. idk why i am tired but maybe because of some people who likes to gossips. Pls laa girls i am not interested in your bad mouth talking to me, i have given up to be your friends so... stay out from my life thank you very much.

Next is with CCA because i really hate that CCA man! Its sooo stupid. but.. lay it byside

ok, since i'm tired and i have to copy literature book the whole chapter of 13! and need to pass up by 9.30 am! ok, this time i'm totally tired! SERIOUSLY! But.. ah nvr mind

Swwweeettt nibblets!

2009-02-06T16:16:00.002+08:00

Ok, i want this post to be fast sorry people but.. yup, i kinda busy ah:(

Just now at school, two boys had been caned by mr justin. Its quite scary.. ergh! don't wanna to talk about it

had mass run and dumb science. Malay got scolded becoz never do homework(: LCD, Mr junus
was quite funny and maths need to do test. Err, i think i will fail. Don't mind me =P

English was quite ok but then i started to et bored and to stop it, i disturb ahmad. I follow everything he says. He say "ah" i say "ah" ok, lame but it is quite a painful experience. He got quite irritated and beat me. Not to hard but still, painful..

okok, need to go for my tuition class. BYE
=DDDDDDDDD

2009-01-30T15:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was superb tiring, but i think this dosen't come once in a while so i must bear with it but i know one thing for sure. I'm gonna miss her even though i am not that close to her. Well, my aunt, makngah died yesterday at 1 pm but i didnt get to see it as i was just going back home but it dosen't matters as, its not my fault i need to go to school right? I got sms from mak and i quickly bath and change while waiting for ayah. We reached there about 4 pm. Why 4 pm? well, shall not elaborate. By then, a lot of people come already but still i can squeeze inside my late aunts room(: I saw ayu. Who is ayu? Well, i decided not to tell you guys who she is but thanks for asking though! (haha)

After the 'tahlil' and 'solat jenazah', there send her to the cemetary and bury her. I did'nt get to see it as i had not done my prayers. But fortonately, i get to see her face for the last time before she was buried. I really miss her, i do but i don't know why i am not close to her well her late husband pak ngah, i did'nt miss so much as i never see him much. The last time i see him before he died, Its like 3 months? so, there are no like memories to keep. But mak ngah, mak nagh is different. The last time i saw her is before school open but its like1 month and we visited her frequently saw i heard her last voice, her last smile, her last laugh her last everything.

Gosh, i miss her so much but i know that i can do nothing about it.

Sad;sad

2009-01-28T16:02:00.003+08:00

Has been a long time since i cool down and down and now i have=B

So sorry if i have been totally shit nowdays, maybe my mood swings comes again-,- but the last post is totally true and i'm am totally not forgiving her!! fcuk you!

Chinese new year i went to Melaka. So sweet siaaaa=D,ok maybe not so sweet as there are some upside-down memories but still i will treasure them. I stayed at Equatorial and guess what? There is a disney channel! I'm in LOVE with disney channel the programmes are:

Wizard of Waverly place
Hannah Montana(lame! but still i like)
Cory in the house
Suite life in Deck
That's so Raven
Lilo and Stitch

And some other programme but i have fogotten.

ok, i think i am going to crap so will end here(:

Bye syg...

2009-01-23T10:09:00.005+08:00

Oh i am really, really mad with this person!
I totally hate you from start of school. I'call you mulut murai!
You should know who are you, you_______!

Sorry! i had not been logging in this blog for quite sometimes. i really had a tight schedule -.-
And sorry for getting those out from my mouth but i am so damn angry man and i want to realease this to my blog so bear with me(: i wanna say the name but... scared that she will paisey. whatever still i am a human not like her! unhuman!! I will never forgive you till death! How could you tell the secret when i trusted you?
The story:
me: Hey _______ can i trust you?
____: Yes!
me: Don't tell anyone
____: ok, i promise
me: *the secret*

Recess time went to change and i was inside the toilet and was changing. When i was about to go out, i heard her voice and tell her friends about the secret! damn her laaa... she told form A-Z and i heard everything. I felt that i want to slept her srupid idiot face! and she also add something:

"eh, korang jgn blang fatini yg kite blang awak tau! fatini kat mana eh? tak nampak pun dia kat kelas."
For people who know me at primary school that i will surely shout wheni heard this kind of nonsence. but in secondary i tried not tooo but my blood suddenly shoot up siah just by telling you.
I just open the toilet door and left them there. i know she is surprised but i don't care. this is what i want to tell her when she read this blog...

"Eh ________! kau dgr sini eh! Kau memang mulut murai seyy. Dulu aku fikir kau dah baik tapi rupanya kau ni memang tak boleh be trusted. Kau buka mata kau dan baca ni... sampai mati aku tak akan maafkan.dunia akhirat. Lepas ni kau nak bilang semua org ni semua, silakan, i don't have worries. Apa yang aku tahu, kau punya kawan ni semua, for me is nothing and for you info, aku tak pernah boleh tahan dgn atittude kau. Ok fine, maybe i can be irritating sometimes because i am not a perfect human. Selalu aku punya style, forgive and forget. But for you, its extra special. I can live without you laa! get a life! ni aku tak gossip. Kau fikir aku tak tahu yg kau memang tak suka aku? Aku act bodoh je. Kau tak tahu siapa aku sebenarnya. So jgn act pandai. Kau nak blang mak-bapak kau? Abg kau? its none of my business. and remember i will never forget what you did to me on my previous yrs. My life have been hell with you!"

Woodgorve exprience is really a nightmare. I hope to get out soon but...i know, i have to be patient..... btw________, with you, i am no human at all! i will never eat up my words for you

2009-01-16T14:15:00.003+08:00

Sello!

I don't know why but u really like to write this sello thing. i know, it crazy but... ah! don't care. Had mass run just now and luckly, i pass so no need to run again -,-.yadayada
Then had scienceand mr shukor is really funny only sometimes he's kinda lame, sorry but its my own opinion erhz...

Oh yea i had forgotten to write, We had a groupwork. My partners are: Yasmin, atiqah, syahirah and kamisah. ok, they are funny and the storyline was quite nice i have no complaints there and guess what? Yasmin and atiqah made a group name called cikodok! its fascinating because its like catchy. ok fatini lame-.-
Gonna miss all of you people badly as my comp a bit gila & i have a tight schedule as i need to pass my exam ergh!

ok, done complaining

I know i'm gonna miss you ):

2009-01-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

Sello!

I don't know why i am so hyper with sello but i kinda like it =D ok, i am not here to crap but just to tell you my first day at my religious school(:

Wake up and it is alreay about 8.15 and i panicked! My religious class starts at about 45 mins time and how can i be late at my first class? quickly bathe and put on the uniform and have a slice of bread with some margirane since my peanut butter had been finished yesterday. gosh, this is going to be a long composition(: Dad send me there and blahblah. I think i made a new friend whose name is azura. She's kinda nice. well she made me a nickname, goshi! ahaha i don't know why but i like the name goshi gedeng slahaha. this is getting crazier than ever! Here i learntmore than i learnt in masjid darul makmur. here i must study arab, aqidah, sunnah and lots more but i think t is going to be alright

*ok, this is not getting so long that i though =B thought that i wanna go to popular bookstore but... see whats going to happen-,-

Goshi-Goshi=B

2009-01-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

Gempar babe!

I just qoute it so as i am doublyy bored lerr-,- i know, i'm lame. Reached school early and was reading this mathilda book. Quite nice laa but i was so bored that i feel that i wanna talk to someone before i became insane. Thank goodness, imanina came beofore i became insane=D

Chatted till mr ??? ask us for pledge taking done that, did that and after that i try to start to read harry potter and wow! i guess my bookworm skills are getting crazier! okok crap!

Here in internet also, i am getting bored as people had not been updating maybe because they are busy with this week orientation so no worries(: seriously, i think this blog is just fake as it is going to be dead=D

Gedeng! =D=D

2009-01-05T16:42:00.002+08:00

Sello peepoops

Today was really intrugrating. Silly silly-_- dad send me to school too early and there was only a group of people and while sitting, saw one of the sec 1 guy; lets call it a boy, was standing there like a statue. don't wanna be rude but, he was standing there when the the parade square was still dark until sunlight can be seen. he just standing there dont know what to do. lol! and its kinda weird as there are some sec 1 students also join him standing like statue. ok, thats enough for being rude today (:

Silet reading was a bit too long as it started from 7.45 till 8.15 which was 30 minutes and usually its 7.45 till 8.00 and its only 15 minutes or, less only i know how it feels sitting down from 7.00 to 8.15 ergh! thanks dad for the ride! -,- reached class mr goh let us to the air-con room ah so nice but only 30 minutes then back to class as science class it starting and the teachers name is phuythinn. what do you think? indian name right? WRONG! it is a chinese name! ok if you don't think its logical, i can give you and example... which is, siomin, i first thought that he is chinese but actually he is malay(: simple as that. if you dont understand, i can no longer explain anything to you so bye!

fuzzy~fuzzy is dead =(

2009-01-01T15:29:00.004+08:00

Alright readers(:

Yesterday i watched coundown at channel 5. Now its 2009 deggg=D wah can't wait for tomorrow to go to school with hui sian =B yay!

jee... yesterday, i get chip chocolaye gagaga! thanks mom =S its getting to touchy now. I'm gonna meet my form teacher next year. who will be? hmmm maybe its ______

Oh these things are coming since school are starting -.-

Homework
PE(don't argue=B)
Cca this year i am totally in for it! ergh!
Scolding
Detention

This is all the things that i can think of right now so, if you wanna add up, keep it inside your head and mind.

' tralalalala(: '

2008-12-31T10:57:00.002+08:00

OK i am totally sick here -,-

I wanna go to library with huisian!!! and i am totally blessed with this sickness thanks!!! But there is a good thing about this sickness is that i don't need to go to tuition so oyin, you are really on your own now!!! I can't help you for this week(:

Currently now, am chatting with si ferdo, she totally want to go to school kekek laa.

Ok i am now tried so bear with me....................

2008-12-30T13:42:00.002+08:00

What happened today?

Nothing much lerr, yesterday done survey because i was damn bored=B Last night after i logged out from the computer, and saw that hui sian had send me this message so i called her and we decided to go out to the library! yes ah!!! at last out from prison even though it means doing holiday homework. yea and now, my brother is bugging me as he wants to tag along! dream on!!!

Yesterday my dad declare that he will be able to send me to school everyday, great or what? I dunno what happened to his head but its all worth it! grr i am craving for a chip chocolaye ice-cream. i dunno why-,- craving sucks as i know my mother won't give it to me!!!

I had finished reading harry potter and deathly hallows which is crazyly exciting and scary plus funny. dengg

This post is boring, i know... just bear with me people!

2008-12-29T14:19:00.002+08:00

1. Explain your relationship status:
- single beb(:
2. Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
-you change you mind like a girl changes clothes(hot n cold) i just love the song=)
3. What did you wear today?
-T~shirt and and long pants
4. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
-neither(: .
5. How many windows are open on your computer?
-2
6. What are you doing after this?
-pray [i think]
7. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- at johor, the jom heboh heboh thinggy.
8. Do you like to Cuddle?
-err, what is it?
9. Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
- nur eliza bte zainudin even though she is like 3 yrs older than me.. she is really cool(:
10. Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C or J?
-simple; nope!=D
11. Do you like hugs?
-depends on what occasion

12. Are you a loud person?
-not that quite. i only loud with someone i know (: what they say setan pakai mask! =D
13. Look to your left, what do you see?
- a messaging chair my dad bought for my mum(:
14. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
-to meet _________=D

15. Would your parents be mad if you come home smashed?
-yaw think?!
16. Have you ever had a crush on your sibling’s friend?
-nope!.
17. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
-yup it does but.... how can i, 1 person change them when themsleves don wanna change):.
18. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
-hmm, who knows, maybe yes or maybe no? it still a question(:
19. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
-yup and its a girl=)

20. Who was the last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
-my aunt-,- she likes to ask about school-_-

21. How often do you hold back from saying what you think?
-a lot of times; i am secretive at times(:
22. Last serious hug?
-my mama; when she went for hajj(:

23. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
-will not lerr:D

24. Is something bothering you?
-yup and i am totally depress about it): hais
25. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
-neh they always say, mata sepet like chinese? grr! -,-
26. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
-lets chage ourselves for the better than changing people(:

27. What time you woke up this morning?
-about 10.30
28. Would you go back in time to change something?
-yerps. a lot mann but i dont have super power!!! screamz!
29. Is it hard leaving people behind?
-sometimes for the people that i care only(:
30. What are you excited for?
-Still alive as i got this thigg______________?(ony atqa knows)
31. Who was the last missed call from?
-my mama(: she hates it but i love it heheh.
What was the last thing you spent your money on?
-buy bag at chong pang which cost about $16.50 damn it(:
33. Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
-no (:.
34. What are you doing right now?
-doing this survey and playing tom and jerry with my bro, nabil haris =P
35. Can you handle the truth?
-will try to handke it as now i am handeling it=(.
36. How's your life lately?
-very;very depressing
37. When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
-having________(only atiqah rashid knows.)
38. Do you hate being alone?
-only in the night, i hate ghost!
39. Where were you last night?
-at chong pang to buy bag! how much more must i phrase this!!!
40. Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
-orange squeze(: yummy fatini likey
41. Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
- no way! yucky!
42. When did you first get Myspace?
- huh? tak ada(:
43. Are you drifting away from any friends?
-yup the names are___________________
44. What are you listening to?
-its called building. THUMP THUMP
=P
45. What are you doing tonight?
-watch tv and not to forget little nyonya(:
46. Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
-huh? nobody put their arm around me (:
47. Are you wearing socks?
-neh
48. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
-yup! sweet and bubble gum(:
49. Who's your last text from?
-Atqa; si ferdo tuu(:
50. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
-sometimes.. if they are close enough for me to answer
51. Ever kiss someone who smokes?
-nope just smile and wave =B
52. Someone on your mind right now?
-yes and its too personal
53. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-entah maybe yes maybe no. its just too complicated
54. Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
-my anoyying brother-,-
55. Where were you at 2.02 this morning?
-sleep?
56. Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
-takde maknenye
57. Anyone told you a secret this week?
-nope but i tell someone my dreadfull secret but its last week(:.
58. When was the last time you bought something?
-yesterday and it was a school bag not bragging though!
59. Do you play an instrument?
-nope=( because i suck!

60. What's your favourite number?
-eight as eight is really cool. why? idk =B
List down the people you would like to sabo according to your favourite number.

Janice
Xinmin
Hui sian
Atqa si ferdo tuu
Nabil bin haris(:
yati si selowww
farah yg pakai seluardalam kat luah(superheroine!)

-,-

2008-12-29T10:25:00.002+08:00

Dear readers(:

My mum is asking me to notice the time rapidly. It is going to be 2009 in just a matter of days not moths urgh! Will biting my nails during that time. Who will be biting nails with me? ahaha crazy mannz. Just now, changed water for my fuzzy fuzzy. who is that? well its my pet fish! ahaha i caught it at longkang=D ...(gilerrr!)

Yesterday went to chong pang to buy bag and hope to bump into some of my friends or, old neighbours but then, nobody came! i don't even bump on with anyone urgh! why all of you don't go to chong pang! ahaha kidding (: bought this adidas bag very nice i like! actually at first i wanted to take this 'kappa' brand but then, i decided to not to as last year i had kappa bag.

It cost about $18.00 but then, i get it $16.50 bull's eye! thats my budget you know as i had spend most of my money for a bloody hp and the cable lost! need to go to sunplaza one of these day and buy another cable so pictures are not to be uploaded yet........ -,- wanna get nokia but at last i got LG urh! but still, it fits my budget and have no plans and contract bought it at Esso at yishun near yatty's house or... my old house 310. miss that house to much that every weekend my father will drive us to the blk and look by the window. So dramatic yuck! shall not elaborate more.

Silly silly me!
why i said that? no reason=P
I got to eat pitza at my grans house and it was delicous! and i have lgsania to myslef as no one likes it !sweet!

Gosh i am blabering to much! so gotta shut this comp down after doing a survey so tata!!

"i meet her at last!"

2008-12-25T23:25:00.004+08:00

Its not morning yet and and i am here watching cicakman with nabil and gosh he is laughing hard!

Well, i am not enjoying so much about this filem as i am too woried about other things.

Now i feel helpless after this "meeting" at some place and totally feel helpless.

Gosh my bad... This year there has been a lot of stupid things kept going wrong!

What have i done to most of you people that you decided to make my life difficult? Is it wrong to have a happy ending in my life? Is it wrong if i want to have a perfect peace in my life now since you have make a disaster in me? Are you happy now that i am miserable forever?! gosh i hate you people who had been pretending to my friends but actually hate me!

Following years will be a great deal for me and i hope that 2013 comes at a faster deal as i could not wish to stay _____________ long enough.

I could'nt lie anymore. OMG this post is the most ever lame post in the history of post! gonna smack myself if i ever post this kind of post ever! But i am just so angry with this people as making my life so difficult .

For now, i wanna talk about happy things

After went to this place, my mom decided to go to IMM and bought some things and eat at bagus foodcourt decided to eat yong tau fu. quite nice lerr Then suddenly si ferdo sms~ed me so we chat somethings about school then to 'private things' chatted with si ferdo till 9.15 am then i remembered about this programme -little nyonya- so watch it with mom then decided to make myslef useful and made milo; hot milo. Mom asked me to try milo:mocha. yuck! it taste like coffee. not an old girl man.

yuzziyuzzi(:

2008-12-24T19:23:00.005+08:00

Life is boringg!

This week i would swear to you that it will be the most tiring week in my life is it? probably laa... Maybe because i am soo banged that it will be re-opening and seeing some bitches -,-

I swear to you if this time they are trying to make me sick! i will slap their faces and make them swear not to disturb me in thier life anymore! gosh i am getting ego man! An egomaniac thats me if you dare to disturb me!

There are some things i wanna to have in my life for 2009 and i really hope that i succeed. Will pray for it!

I wanna and nobody can stop me!
~make and cherish great friends
~try to be strong and have my own mind then rather people bullying me
~try to be slim
~more hardworking than ever(since i am taking streaming this year)
~wanna meet this three people:Atiqah______, Hairiati_________ and asyakirin______
~Spend more time with _________ (guess what you wanna guess)
~try to read more novels!
*i don't know why i am getting more into this reading thingg*
and last but not least...
TO SLAP SOME BITCHES

Thank you and good night; sleep tight people!

2008-12-22T15:23:00.006+08:00

The trip to KL:

The trip to KL is fantastic! Wake up at 4 am and bathe, the water is sooooo damn cold i shivered for about 10 min and its very tiring-,- flagged a cab and went to LAVENDER mrt next to ICA and waited for the bus. The bus was a double decker bus and race to a plce which is comfortable=P shall not elaborate.

Reached there about1pm and straight away i want to check in the hotel to rest =D happynyer!

I ransack the hotel room and got scolded from dad-_- sway laa deng. Reached the remote control and tune in a lot of channel alone that night because mom and dad went to Masjid India with little bro not inside the room because he shared a hotel room with oyin =D never felt so happy!
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They went to masjid india 8 pm and reahced the hotel 11 am! goodness me! a good thing i did'nt go with them if not"___________!". WAIT! fatini is crapping!! well a good thing that they bought some de~licious food as i am damn hungry. I ate this burger which is delicious yum! i dont't know what is the ingredient but as long as it is edible, i am willing to try! Fatini! stop your crapness at instant! heheh so into myslef nowdays, dont know why...

Husian!! i cannot wait for the day we will be going to school together! and xinmin; supergirl wanna disturb you more & more! janice can't wait for "_________" shall not elaborate more(:

"Atqa;ferdo... wish that i could tell you whats going on in my life. I just felt that i could tell you my problems now... goodness gracious me! you're just one of a kind. thanks babe!"

2008-12-17T10:52:00.003+08:00

My blog is officially dead -,-

Duh! of course, nothing to blog mannnn! Holiday is starting to suck when mum says, no more sleeping at cousins house! damn it!!! =o

Yesterday went to airport and bugis with family went to airport because mum wanna see how this terminal three looks like and it turns out to be quite boring but i get to buy a wonka nerds candy with grape and strawberry flavour ; okok best!

Even went to bugis as my bro wanted to buy a starbuck tee there. went there..... bought pants, hoodie and teee=D shalll not elaborate more

So.... overall, the trip there is quite good and fun indeed on the way there, sms-ed janice and kak liza. i crap a lot with kak liza talk about.................................

"indeed it was fun!"

2008-12-14T15:54:00.002+08:00

Heya bullies(:

Wanna talk about the zoo trip^.^ gosh it was damn fun! Slept at 2.30 am the day before and woke up at 6 total dread man! shall not elaborate more...
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Kak adah took us there and i slept in the car for a while (: Reached there about 8.30 and bought some biscuits and some food heheh dont wanna buy the food there, so expensive! We decided to look at the animals like err, baboon, hippo, white tiger; my favourite okok best (: white tiger is my favourite since the episod the man get eaten by it... i guess the man deserve it! Why jump into the enclosure? and hel~lo! the tiger's feeding time is 2.20 pm and you went in 12.00 serves you right! can't really blame the tiger becoz human is also their food :P shut up fatini!

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Had breakfast with the baboon (: so fun and really funny and went to boat dock to take a boat to kidzworld sit beside irfan deng(: called him barney becoz his arm is sooooo puny:D:D:D:D shiok shiok! it took about 10 mins and reached there, i bought some thingsss like.................. thinggggssss (:

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After that, i bought flip-flops because mine are broke!!!! its nice and it cost about $3.90 soo its not so expensive kekeh so its time for me to chiow!

"ladeyyyy i am sooo bored with you"

2008-12-12T17:22:00.004+08:00

Hey dears(:

I don't know if you miss me or not but today i really had a great time:D:D:D went to Singapore Zoo and went to kidz world and after the trip, i bought some souveniers for my family (: i bough err, bell for my dad and to remind him to go and pray, keychain for mum because i don't know what to buy for her and for myslef? Shall not elaborate(: Zippppppppppppppp

This is going to be a really short pose as i am totally tired and maybe if my effort for typing again coems, will tell you the details(:

"I am not the old~girl(:"

2008-12-09T22:23:00.003+08:00

Wanna get fast to the subject(:

Wake up at 10 pm and saw nabil asking me to wake me up and singing a horrible song that make me wake up. Take a bath and was forced to make breakfast hunney(: don't know why but i like making breakfast darlink...

Tell you what... i tried to finish up my holiday homework which was history and english tried to do geography but dad said that he need to do his office work so will try to do tomorrow :S

At about 4.00 pm, granny came with kak mila and mak uda(aunt) Kak mila and i slack and chat about things(: Then kak mila crack up some jokes which is damn funny! Shall not elaborate more laaaaaa sayang(:

7.55 dad wanted to send back my gran and aunt(: So went with dad and we took the car after sending them, went to my other gran's house and slack a bit there before taking their chairs as they don't want it. After that went to asmah dandut's house dont' ask who is asmah dandut then.... don't ask! heheh:B

"it;s time to stop... i'm leaving you behind so long:("

2008-12-08T01:35:00.002+08:00

heylo dears....

Seriously i don't know why nowdays i cannot stop blogging, i feel very disturbed if i cannot blog for a day or two and i kept sleeping late now, its very scary but the heck i care now because i have been thinking about this for a while....

For the past years, i have been blogging about stupid idioting stuffs which really is dumb and un-readible and talking about people and stuff and saw their weaknesses but then i realised that, i also have my own weaknesses that i never had noticed. been looking at other people's badness and not realising mine. thinking that i am the only one perfect and other people are un~perfect . Well now i am straitening up myself to all you people out there and show you, who i really am so here goes:

I could not be a good friend sometimes as i always thinking about myslef without thinking about my friend. Like when i chatted at MSN i always talked about my problems without thinking that hey! they also got problem laaaa dumb ass! so i decided to change so that i wont dissapoint them so i tried to change and try to be a new person but things must have gone wrong as i had a fight with a bestfriend of mine because of gossips): i know this is an old dumb story, why must you bring it up again? Hey this is my blog an di wanna express all this thingg and this blog is not suppose to be happy all the time? hey get a life, life is not always happy there could be sad times and here it is, one of the sad times. After all that gossiping are all gone i decided to to gossip about other people and try to change to a better person. Honestly saying, i have had bad luck in all of this. trying to make friends in secondary school because i am the only one at xishan and tellling you truthfully, for the past 1 month at secondary school, i have got a darn hard life, sitting alone at the canteen trying to make friends but people are just avoiding me as they had their own friend and no one to share laughter with. When i got into the internet and try to check on my old friends, all fo them seemmed very......... great and exciting by gettting new lovely friends and me, a big fat zero! A few months later got some friends and of course gossips start and i end up form friends to best friend to true friends. my life in secondary school have been very hard and the true friends that i have in secondary school is HUI SIAN JANICE AND XINMIN thanks girls(: even though i have been a lousy friend, you still stick trough me(: seriously i have become and outsider to (tell you honestly) Nasyirah, Syahirah, Quraisyah, Rasyidah and Habshah. Nasyirah, you and i have been great friends but then things started to change... To tell you people honestly, i already know that rasyidah had hatted me for a while after we became friends i could feel it. whenever quraisyah is around you had shown me that you seriously don't want me to be quraisyah's friend or habshah and syahorah for that matter. to tell you the truth i don't even care. i just want to get out of WGS and go to other school with my friends soooooo it dosent really mattersssssss(: to the boys who had been in my friends in secondary school, i really have nothing to say, sometimes you really wanna be friends and somwtimes its just hi and bye... i just can't tell(:

I just damn sad posting this post as i have to face these thigns for 4 years..... its just luck for me i guess(: i' ll just have to face it myself till then goodbye and goodnight(:

~fatini~

2008-12-07T16:22:00.004+08:00

heyhey(:

This week is the most superb week ever! First our cousins had a sleepover at our house, and of course there are some misunderstanding and so on but hey! a sleepover is not suppose to be perfect!

Thursday, 4/12/2008

Went to anvalche( i still don't know how to spell it!) swimming complex! yay took multi colour slide which i always choose bright green or yellow then the twister slide which is extremly terrifiying gosh the heart beat goes like this: THUMP THUMP and in the end i loved it! kakas(: lu pikir la sendiri...heheh that is the phrase my cousin, abg wan use (: after swimming dad send us to my cosuin's house which is at punggol andshe told us that her husband, abg wan is going to drive us to giant tampines in the evening and do cup cakes! lol i could not belive it but she said that we would be doing this cupcakes thingg with her friend, siti.

Friday, 5/12/2008

Believe it or not, we made the cup cakes from the company of bookworm lurvessssssssssss heheh. eh farah umairah! even a bookworm also know how to make cupcakes haha but of course we use instant so it will be faster and not to mess up the house(: her friend came to her 'own kids" named Hanna Haidah and Hanis cute but very young to make cupcakes with us the 'big kids' chey after doing the cupcakes decided to have KFC deliveryso eat pieces of chicken with the 'whole gang' after that slack till 6 and went to down town east to eat HEI SUSHI yum!

Saturday, 6/12/2008

Played monopoly spongebob with cosins and after dad abg wan said that we will be going to downtown east watching cicakman 2: PLANET HITAM will not tell you anything about it soooo watch it yoursleves! after that went to 'kids kampong and feed the duck and chicken and not to forget fish they really look hungry hazim feed a goose form his own hands, yuck! nabil and irfan feed the rabbits and some catch fish which with wormsss i catch quite a small one but i feel great! then went to courts and eat spagetti with grilled chicken and went back home(:

~chiow~

" have a happy life"

2008-12-03T15:42:00.004+08:00

bonjour(:

Just now watch this movie called FOUR CHRISTMASES . It was okay-okay for me and i vote 6/10. dad finished up all the popcorn and i only get a bit but the heck i care:D

Today thought of seeing Pola's sister but i think that why not tomorrow as i get my hp from the shop today. my hp got repair so shall not elaborate:D And pola hunney if you are reading this post, tell your sister my hp number yea? thanks a lot will tag you kay? okok lame ah fatini
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Tomorrow will be going swimming cant wait! I know i had been blabbering this swimming thing
heheh will ends here

"Hazim is being totally selfish todayy"

2008-12-03T00:24:00.004+08:00

~yaaaaaaaa~

ergh today i am sooo damn angry with hazim because he stole my milo for the third time! shit laaaa! The forst time wwe were watching Open Season 2 damn it! he said he was soooo thirsty so yea i gave him the chance then at night i made milo again and he drank upa whole jug! that is sooo out of my anger line but still...... decided to give him a cahnce again and now 12.15 am i made milo again 1 whole jug nearly full to the brim, and i left it on the dining table and by the time i went to back, it was gone, every sip of the water was suck up! That was totaly un~cool believe me! sooo just now get scolding from mak! sial seyyy she only think of the three boys and said that they are still small and have their own feelings... blah-blah as if i want to hear...

Ok i know what you wanna say, hey! hate your own mum? fine,fine but really am angry with her ok stop being sooo automatic lame lerr fatini. tomorrow will be meeting pola's sister or her friend i think, who cares?! don't ask why i wanna meet her! will staple my lips(:

OK people, i need to make a choice whether we wanna go to zoo, snow city & movie. Which to choose? the rate will be...

Zoo: 7 people=$90 (quite expensive for a smelly place ergh!)
Snow city: 7 people=$97 (dad say that he must consult with mom as this haven't count the jackets and the necessary outfit)
Movie:7 people=$52.50( the most cheapest among all but the shows are quite boring but we consider to go for 4 days christmas[if i am not wrong])

Why the seven people? well it includes my cousin which are~ hazim, irfan & wafiy so..... 4+3=7
now you are clever like me! heheh

Thursday we decided to go to Avalanche* i don't know how to spell it* swimming complex! gerek me lykey. Been there before and kak jun said that she would like to bring us there and after that go back to her house and make cupcakes whoopee then on sunday go back home and try to finish my homework*i think!*

I was thinking really hard.... why is holiday really fun when it is nearing school holiday the activities are getting more pumped up! yay! my life is not such a bore now.....

heheh people this is really a record for fatini as i had post for 3 times in a row! ~whooo~ this activities thing really get me going crazy like hell! Now its 2.15 am and my eyes are totally crashed! now i feel like sleeping so tata(:

"have a grate time baby"

2008-12-02T14:18:00.003+08:00

2 nd post for the dayy

Decided to change the blogskin as the old is sooooooo hehe don't know what to say gagagagagagaga. cute ah korang okok best ^.^

Aku tahu... tuu jeee? heheh more coming up i think. anywayyy new news. we decided to go to movies so tomorrow, tiga abdul and us will be watching four days chrismas.. nicenice

"spread the love"

2008-12-02T11:13:00.005+08:00

Yo babes(:

Last weekend was indeed fun! Went to johor and sleep at my aunt's house and it was indeed fun! going to SMART and i shall not elaborate more because some accident happens-_-

I got to buy DVD high school musical 3, madagascar 2 and open season 2(: Mak let me buy ice-cream and choose my own soft toy okok best best ^.^

But going home is a problem.... the car broke down! lame shit ah that car :B dad said he will be going to sell the damn car(: yay! super duper ar ayah! (:

Yesterday....

'had fun' cleaning up the house and then 3.00pm went outside and take 965 to sengkang and went to compassvale shiok! bought long sleeve shirt and great jeans. Nabil bought great bag it took us a long time to decide... okok shall not elaborate yo!

Go and fetch irritating cousin which we nicknamed tiga abdul !whoa! they wore M&N shirts. Very cute ah(; then go back home and releks for a while(: shall not elaborate more:P

At night played monopoly and UNO i win the monopoly game and hazim win the UNO game. After playing decided to watch AMAZING RACE err very sad ): mother and son team lost all because of that fucking mother. She doesn't want to hold the passport and the money and let her son carry everything! stupid right? shit lame siaaa and then the son was soooooo depress and had forgotten about the passprt and money so kesian:( but while watching i forgot everything about MIND YOUR LANGUAGE programme! ergh, so angry with myslef :B

Then i go to sleep around 3.30 am because i was chatting with cousins about lame stories but it was fun! ^.^

Todayyyyyyy

Still decided whether want to go to Movie, Zoo or snowcity and now.... still deciding-_-
Just now, dad and i went to push my old wardrobe downstairs! eeeeeiiiiiiii shall not elaborate anymore because it was tooo embarassing and gagagagagagagagagagagai got to buy bubble tea! best ah ayah! i know i kept repeating it but he was sooo fun this week!(:

'don't forget me hawtstuff!'

2008-11-25T19:54:00.002+08:00

Heya dorks(:

Before i start to introduce my cousins to you, i am going to type about what had happened today. Today was quite bo-ring but manage to make it a little bit un-boring. In the morning decided to use the computer before my brother wake up and hope that he will sleep longer and tadaaa he wake just as i was starting to start the internet-_- nice on couting on wishes:S

In the afternoon i started to clean up the house and try to do some of my maths homework fortunately mum called and tell me whether or not i want to follow her to KFC of course i want! i will follow even if a dumbass would want to follow and not miss up the oppotunity and i will not elaborate more(:

Okay i am going to tell you about my cousins okay so enjoyy :B

[ This is not in order so.... enjoyy(again) okayy ]

The history of kak liza

The real name is eliza and she is 16 yrs old and schooling in Ang Mo Kio Secondary school. She is a fanatic of making silly jokes and she is also a bookworm like me wooohooo. Well her CCA is malay dance and she hates it! and i don't blame her (: I really hope that she could pass her O leval exams :D

The history of ina...

Full name? IRSALINA she is cute funny and pretty. Her school is jing shan primary... eh? like my old school which is Xishan.... Next year she will be taking PSLE so i do need to elaborate she is in what year... She loves to dance no kidding! And of course she take malay dance as her CCA and she look really cute with the costumes she wears(:

'Will continue other posts to stay tune'

2008-11-24T15:11:00.003+08:00

weyy readers(:

Yesterday was quite fun hanging out with family(: Wait i know what you people must be thinking, huh going out with old people is fun? Well, i am not kidding with you(: You really cen pester them to buy you something (nyehnyeh) yesterday we went to a warehouse sale and i get to have a new wadrobe!! yeay me! well shall not elaborate further...

I am chatting with my cousins, oyin and acit.... FULL NAME?

The history of oyin(:

The name is solihin and the age is 14 the hobby is having the newest most coolest thing in town. Studying at Canberra sec and totally in love to this nice girl name frizzy fuzzy... Who is this girl? don't ask me ask lover boyyy(: in NCC air i think and he is really on to bicycle and electronic stuffs(:

The history of acit(:

The name is Amirul Rasyid he is 13 same age as me and he loves irritating people and believe me people, he is more worst than me! Currently studying at Serangoon secondary. Well, i kept saying his school has most indian people(no offence) and he said my school has a lot of wood people. shame on him! hahah His CCA is totally boring which is scout... kakah

okay shall not elaborate further soo...

wait for my next post to tell you more about my cousin(:

'stay tuned(:'

2008-11-21T15:18:00.003+08:00

Wey!

Shall continue the story that i had left behind(:

Okay the next day also another disaster, which also involve this brat called rasyid... He was the most dreadful boy i had ever meet. He was the most irritating brat. Ok.... stop there fatini. Shall not elaborate further. Well we fought. why? because i was playing with ifran and then he started to 'masok campor' and i got irritated and ask him to stay away because he kept accusing that i was cheating. euuuu disgusting. Anyway you must be asking who is this rasyid guy?Well, he is a friend of hazim and he heard that we are going swimming so he plead to hazim if he can go & he was persist at last hazim let him to tag along with us... Then when all of us went home, he complained to my aunt and said that i started it first & guess what? i got the blame! yes me, perfect right? Well when he was asked to go home after swimming he refused and said that he wanted to play HALO (X-BOX) with hazim and he got told off good for him(:

Thats it! i have got a flu thin and i kept sneezing at the computer and my brother commented that its gross hahah! I know, to me its gross too but i really want to type as soon as i can not for you to read though (if you don't care) it iis for me to express myself duh! My mum had enough of me buying diaries and not using it and i got tired of wtiting things so there a blog and i am sorry that if you think is blog is bo-ring, because i got no pictures to share like some of my friends. There's a simple explanation which is that my handphone has no camera!! yea!! so that is why my friendster is boring to and it is hard to keep it alive i know it is sooo dead but who am i to change it? until then i need to pass my exam to get a new handphone(: so i need to pray for myself and work hard! (fweuh, wanting a handphone can make me turn into a total geek!) very scary... uh so i will try to keep posted yea until then tralala
=S

'when i see you face, i felt like puking(:'

2008-11-19T21:19:00.002+08:00

Heya readers(:

Now i am back at my house after a long 4 days at my cousin's house(: Their house is so comfy that i don't want to leave it but some memories are to iereee to remeber. Like what you wanna ask? Well, firstly which is exactly last monday; 17/11/2008(if i am not wrong because dad would not want to tell me the date and i am sooo lazy to go to the calender which is at the kitchen) Fatini! stop blabering and tell them this very scary story. Okay it was morning and we were eating breakfast and suddenly Wafiy started to shout at hazim( his brother) for taking his fish but hey i am not angry with hazim because wafiy said that the fish stink so he does not want to eat it so must he waste? So his brother, hazim took it and eat it, period no more fuss. But the fussy boy try to beat hazim up so i decided to ask hazim to go at his bedroom until this little boy cools down unfortunately, this little wafiy does not give up to beat his big brother up-_- hazim was beggining to feel frightened and bibik(maid) was frightened to hey i am too okay but nobody can help. At last bibik told me to give him a spank but i was too scared and ask bibik to do it but bibik cannot as she was not part of family and she will go to court or something. I hope its something... so i spank him and you want to know what? it was a very i repeat, a very bad idea. He started kicking and shouting even louder and we decided to leave him alone and after and hour later he decided to shut up and sleep(:

Fhew... that is only the part one, if you all of you want to know more, just hold on and tomorrow i would elaborate the next thing wafiy did
*bye morons:D*

'I am soo sad to know about this):'

2008-11-16T09:13:00.005+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?

-Hmm, maybe yes... or maybe no(:

2. Will you fall in love with a younger boy than you?

-No way!!!

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

-Kinda. WHY? well there are some peole that i don't want to see

4. What would you do with a billion dollar?

-Give some to my parents and save it.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

-Yuck! its the most disgusting thing i have ever heard!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

-Majority would say being loved by someone duh!(:
7. List out any of your favourite band

-neh, i don't like bands but my brother does... SIMPLE PLAN a very boring band!

8. What is your favourite food?

-Chicken anything that have to do with chicken espeacially chicken seaweed

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

-Work hard for the things that i want and get it with my own sweat

10. What makes you angry?

-Liers, bithces etc

11. You got crush?

-nope(:

12. Who is the most important ppl to you?

-Everyone except some of the people who makes my extreamely fed-up

13. What are the most important things in life?

-Believe; you must believe in something then you can achieve it(:

14. Single or attached?

-Single and i am loving it:D

15. What are your favourite colours?

-Always change! (:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

-It depends

17. If you fall in love with two ppl simultaneosly, who would you pick?

-IDK

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?

- I will forgive but i will never forget!

19. What do you really want?

-To be with the ones i love

20. Five people that i've tagged

-Janice, Xinmin, Yujie, farah and.... jengjengjeng shi hui
Good luck you guys(:

'Take my hand and take a breath'

2008-11-14T18:06:00.003+08:00

2nd post for today...

I know... Why is the last post has so much vulgraties... Sorry but just now i am so bingit with my aunts.. Now wafiy is beside me half-naked dancing so clumsily(haha)Just now at compasspoint was totally hillarious gagaga(:

After went to makasmah house then we went to compasspoint shiok siol! we went to mcdonals to eat ice-cream very nice i picked Sundae hot fudge:D haha wafiy picked the flavour burst (chocolate) Hazim picked the walls chocolateflurry(i think) nabil and irfan picked mcflurry quite nice laa... I enjoyed very much the lovely ice cream and ten we spend about $1.60 to buy a nice ice lemon tea and went home but when we reached at compassvale station wafiy wanted to buy this Ben 10 watch shooter which cost a hard fine $3.50 and i would not like to give him the cash $$$ no wayy man it is sooo boring siol.. Then become a fantastic day hwe does not want to move a leg so we went home without him seriously i felt sorry for him but maknik say biakan then if not , i kena smack by her.. Her smack can be hard sometimes.....

Okayy fagges... I want to sleep really.. I know you lame people say huh? 6.18pm want to sleep? SIAL? haha thats me! LAZYBIRD!!! shit me people!

'i really enjoy this day.. So make each day a joy(:'

2008-11-14T12:53:00.005+08:00

Hello fagges(:

Okay i know, lame right?Here i am at my cousin's house and being an idiot here writing daily usually i would type 1 month, 1 time and now i want to type everytime!!! Shit siol!!!!!!!!!!!!!okay just now in the morning i watse my time touching the computer and i never pack my bag and mak yah(aunt) nagged me about it(SIOL BETOL!!) Then Mak nik pulak disturbe haiyah get a life lah people!! i want to waste time my pasal lah!!!! Shit ah!!

Then my mummy called and told me to quickly kemas my bag so i slack like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha fagg siol or should i sayy fuck? maybe... so after that go and give my idiott cousin the passport and told him what to tell to his own mom and he looks blur like hell yeah! Ergh.. then waited for 965 like eternity siol when they came, and slept all the way then missed a stop and need to walk so long like fucker!!! shit hell!

' i am totally happy that you are beside when i am at need(:(:(:'

2008-11-13T17:46:00.003+08:00

I want to post again!!!

So here is my second post... after dad and i bought those books, we went home and saw nabil waiting for us at the doorstep as he had foggoten to bring his keys and i think that it is good because he is really a forgetfull person then he told dad that he was hungry so dad said that we can go and eat after solat zohor then kak jun came and said that she want to use the computer for a while as aunt anted to cater buffet or something... At 3.00 dad go and called mum and asked if she wants to follow us to FORK AND SPOON but mum said she was at jurong east station and she wants us to wait for her!! so we wait until eaternity and shecalled us to go down as we reached down, mum said that she wants to goto the toilet and we were fuming with anger!! ergh so we waited again and we took 964 to woodlands mart and then walk all the way to fork and spoon and eat... what did i eat? well i eat chicken chop! yumyum fatini lyky... then we slack a bit and then mum ask to go shop and save to buy somethings so went there and spend about $22.10 not bad(: haha a family outing on weekdays and not even a FRIDAY wow! such a surprise but i still like it:D

'you are the person that i rely on becuase you are so great i hope we can be together till the end thanks a lot:D'

2008-11-13T09:37:00.003+08:00

Welcome fagges(:

Totally excited today because at last! i am going out!! yehooo(: Going to buy new books for next year.. i know what you people are thinking... BUYING BOOKS for next year is exciting? But hey! it has been so long i never go out-_- so after buy books thinking of going to popular to buy stationaries becasue mine dah kene 'curi' by atiqah malcomstein and most of my pen are totally out of ink and very the burok! Thinkk of pestering dad to buy me a new bag too as mine dah koyak kat bawak because of this ahmad syazani & syaffiq! (main spoil jee bag aku) so a lot of things to buy.. do you think dad is willy to take out the $$$ +++ maybe yes or maybe noo but will pray very hard for it...

2nd post...

Last monday oyin(cousin) came to our house to sleep there and majorly nabil was sick so i was half glad that he was there to accompany nabil and nabil and oyin watch MADAGASCAR 2=escape to africa at this website and the website is totally fake becuae the spelling was MADAGASKAP kelakar siol! then we played BORED games like pictionary and monopoly played until 11 pm and watch this funny show called mind your language so funny we laughed our ass out! By the time the show ends, its 12.00 am/ midnight and mum told us to sleep so oyind slept with nabil and i slept at my own room and on the air-conditioner *opps pecah rahsia*
That's all folkes post next time(:

'Its too late to ask for forgivesness, the door at my heart has closed this time.. Just fake your life thorought'

2008-11-09T17:46:00.003+08:00

Hey people:D

I am just glad that i got this computer in my hands today(:

Ok no more sappy talk! Get to the point fatini! Just now was freaking funny and it is the best game that i have had in my life(i think so) Just now in the afternoon got to play monopoly with nabil & dad and we were playing it for a while and guess what? i got a bit of lost and i only have $16 with me and i need to pay nabil's land which was exactly $16 which was a damn and i cannot play anymore but dad said i could the banker-_- gosh! i hate maths! and then my dad bought this hotel and put it in not one but THREE land which was err ; KENTUCKY AVENUE / INDIANA AVENUE & ILLIANOS AVENUE and everytime to land on 1 of these you need to pay about $1900 and nabil only have small notes in him and everytime he bought house he need to mortage it to me! the banker to get some money then he got totally frustrated because he always land there nd he started crying! Gosh this is just a game darlink don't need to have emotional feelings.. so dad and i laugh and he got fed-up and he run to his room and banged the door -_- LAME so i convert his money and guess what? he only left with only $50!! hahaz and he got totally frustrated by that but i must admit, he is a better player than me and i am older than him.. heheh Yesterday we also played monopoly and again i got brankrupt! Hmph -_- no fair why this always happen to me and Nabil got to win the game so i think that he thouhgt that it is not fair because yesterday he is a winner but today he is a loser but i think that i have a worst luck than him, being a loser in two games really need some luck or should i say..... A LOT OF LUCK!!

Bye people ... XOXO

2008-11-05T09:16:00.006+08:00

[1]What kind of person are you?

-I'm a bit silly; funny and friendly

[2]Have you stead with someone before?

-neh; dating is not my type

[3]Have you ever try smoking?

-no wayy!!

[4]Who's your 1'st boyfriend?

-Fatini (haha)

[5]Who was your last boyfriend?

-err...

[6]What is your greatest wish?

-To be happy always(:

[7]If you have a choice,would you want to have a boyfriend?

-neh maybe if when i am older-_-

[8]If a hunk woo you, would you accept him?

-eiii; no wayy seyy

[9]Do you love your family?

-of course!

[10]Do you loves your friend?

-like duhhhhhhh

[11]How much do you want for your pocket money?

-eh, i kinda happy with my pocket money but ah $16 cann?(:(heheh)

[12]If you only have $1with you now,what would you do with it?

-save it as it is not worth buying anything):

[13]If you boyfriend wanted to breakwith you, would you cry?

-neh, course it is not worth it(:

[14]What is your favourite songs?

-hey i don't want to flood this post ah(:

[15]Who is your favourite singer?

-err maybe Rihanna?

[16]Do you like to read magazines?

-sometimes when i am DEAD bored

[17]Have you ever wore your shirt in an opposite ways?

-yess of course-_-

[18]You prefer a guy who is same ages you or a guy older than you?

-I will prefer the same age(:

[19]Is your grandparents still living in this Earth?

-only my granma from dad's side the others had died already):

[20]Do you love your grandparent?

-yea, kind of

[21]What kind of movie do you like to watch?

-comedy(:

[22]Have you ever tried eating raw food?

-no wayy!! i died you know; err MATI?

[23]What is your favourite food?

-chicken like Ipin

[24]What is the nameof your 1'st pet?

-hey i don't have any pet...

[25]What is your favourite instrument?

- hey i cannot play any instrument

[26]Who is your bestfriend?

-Huisian(superman):D

[27]Who is the last person you last called?

-Huisian(:

[28]Who is the last person you chatted in MSN?

-Janice bustered:D

[29]Who last tagged your blog and why that person tagged your blog?

-Atqa; she ordered me to do this surveyyy.. and i am doing it:D

[30]Have you ever tried to dye your hair?

- I will never ever do that, i love my natural hair colour:D

[31]How many earholes are there on your both ears?

-first one pair & now it is closed :B

[32]What is your favourite colour?

-White:B

[33]How many links are there in your blog?

-14 link is my next year's age...

[34]Who is your last link?

-Yujie(: my new friend (hehe)

[35]Who is your first link?

-ATQA

[36]Who is in the middle of your links?

-YATTY slowwwy

[37]In all the links, who is the closest to you?

-Janice

[38]In all your links, is there anyone younger than you?

-no wayy

[39]In all the links, is there any person older than 20 yrs old?

-nope

[40]In all the links, is there anyone who is the same age as you?

-duh!!

[41]How many links do you want to have?

-Seriouslyy; idk

[42]If your bestfriend betrayed you what will you do?

-Kill him/her!! (kidding folks) :B

[43]Have you ever feel in love with food?

-Hmm, does crunchie counts?

[44]When will you feel sad?

-When is the time to say bye-bye ): The tears just can't stop!

[45]Have you ever regretted doing something?

-err, yea by not studying hard and not having a handphone

[46]What is your embiton?

-hmm thats hard maybe i will pick to be a chef so you people can eat my cooking(:

[47]Do you like a guy who is romantic?

-not quite...

[48]In what situation will you feel that you are unloved?

-never felt that wayy

[49]Did you ever failed doing something?

-err, yea by getting slimmer

[50]Now list 10 people who have to do this survey ;

-Janice
-Xinmin
-Amanda
-Yujie
-Shihui
-Kirin
-Jiaqi
-Hui sian
-jiaqi
-Chreyl

Ps: to ATQA ; happy? aku dah buat hahahahaha nyehnyeh(:

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2008-11-04T12:09:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHAH

I am damn sick and i can't go to watch High School Musical boohoo-_- The great thing is that i got to rest & don't need to clean the messy house muahaha!! Here i am sitting here doing nothing & seriously i have nothing to do and mum said i could cook them simple pasta dish and a super delicious sup ahhh HEAVEN... Funny thingg is that my neighbour telephone me & called me and told me that she asked me to go to a sleepover at Natalie's house!! GREAT and i felt much better already *opps pecah rahsia* Promise me not to tell mak and ayah okayy? Sooo i have nothing to say and i am sooo sorry that this is a very very short post... I promise to tell you about things that happen at Natalie's house okayy?

Bye lads(:

Fatiniii

Argh this blogg is sooo DEAD * i mean it!!!

2008-10-30T12:26:00.002+08:00

Boredboredbored!!!!!!!

I am soo bored lads... I have been sitting here for one hour and not one of my frens are online babe... Here i need to take care of granny -_- don't get me wrong i like my granny but sometimes she can be soooo annoying! She apply oil medicine on her leg and spill it & never tell us about it andmake my brother slip because he was wearing socks at that time and he was in the hurry to go to the toilet and he slip.. Ohh i cannot see him crying like that and yesterday she went down early in the morning while i was sleeping( hey folks i was very tired okayys) to buy food for herself and and fell down & i got the blame!!! wth! And today she take my mum's favourite dish adn i said to her"nenek jgn nanti pecah! INI kaca!!" she said" alah kau diam! nenek dah lama nak pakai pinggan ni sebab ia cantik sekali! " and pang! she dropped it... I really don't know what to to with her.. Want to scold her later she feel very bad and complain to my dad and if i never do anything about it she will break more things!! I told my mum about the dish and she burst to tears as that is the only plate that my grandma gave her before she died... Man! i was so lazy want to layan herr i on the computer to try to chat with someone and no one is online!! LMAO -_-

and yea to people who think i am not fair

2008-10-28T09:38:00.002+08:00

Oh grate!! i am stuck with granma in my own house because i got no i repeat no keys with me! Oh my goodness!! I seriously have no idea why mum and dad have to take the keyy with them since i am at home with my grandma and they will be working till 9.00 pm and guess what? My brother is at school and we are not sure if he have the key or not! That sucks very the much! Ouh~puh-lese!! I need to find the keyy but it must be a miracle if i find the key! I had absolutely no idea where i should find the key as i gave no key myself! Now nenek cannot go and buy kuih! She looks very sadd): I really want to do something for her but i can't it is too much complication! I cannot break the door open la!

Since i am typing here, i really hope that you people are reading... Yesterday was normal, not that fun and not that boring! Woke up nad found myslf slaking here and there, reading some books(i don't CARE if you find that boring) and then my mum and dad go to geylang i was bored and so i bathe and start working which is??? Which is clening the HOUSE! okay to me it is find but i got that it is super duper fun using the vaccum making nabil shout hahas... When they reached at home, i found that they asked my to go to Cik han's house to celebrate hari raya which was sooooo irritating Cik Han was shouting to me and say "AH TAKE TAKE TAKE IF NOT SHAME YOU TAKE!" so merepek and after that went home and nenek wanted to sleep at our house. I don't sleep with her of course i need to sleep at the sofa!! ):

HMPH!! I am so frustrated!!

2008-10-24T12:06:00.002+08:00

Hey humans, lembus, monyet,busterds, busterds, feng peis or what so ever=X

Since it is a no school day, i really feel very bored. Janice, Hui Sian and Xin Min all sell ice-cream. It is a job. Ergh! I felt like i want to dieeeee. Sitting in home all day doing nothing and looking at my friends blog and many of them had not posted! Please post something yeah darlinks? Anyway thought that i want to go to library but then i woke up late! Imagine that! I really am so lazy to go to the library. Whatever it is, imagine what i am doing? Woke up in the noon at 12.00 and quickly on the computer... gee so sporty :x Yesterday i got the report book from mdm noraini and she says that one of our classmates need to be retained. Who is? I do not know.. But i sure it is a boy because mdm noraini says so The one thing i know,i am not in the top ten. Hmph! What a waste of time going to revise and went crazy over assesment book): Okay stop about all these nonsensical thing.. Hey anyone out there, can you seriously give me some ideas about what to do for this holiday? It is areally a long, long, long, long holiday so people, i really need suggestion!!!!!!!

Gosh! I am soo bored! Somebody help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ]:

2008-10-23T17:52:00.003+08:00

Heylo peeps (:

Okay, okay i know... I have been boring and so under emo stress.Shies. Fine! Today is the last day of school(shiok nyee!) Quite sad too because cannot see beloved friends(yeah..right!)Got the report book and shake my head...A LOT! I pass maths for the whole year but get the report book and it stated that i have failed my maths overall! Gosh! I was so down! Okay, not so down but still i deserve to pass my maths lah!! I failed my science yeah, i undestand... Quite un-surprising. The one thing i should miss is him...Is been a long time since i saw him.GOSH fatini is so lame. And yea, i forgot to tell you about this week pleasant goodbye gift by all our teachers: HOMEWORK nice gift -_- Okay i want to talk about what happened on Monday. We are going to Sports Education Programme(SEP) Well i picked tennis since it is the only sports left! I went day with urm, Feng Pei, Janice and amanda and reached at Yio Chu Kang and the coach was sooo bossy! And the weather is not giving us a treat either! SO HOT and i thought we had done about 2 hours of Tennis but actually we only had done only one hour! Whoa not the type of encouragement that i wanted.About fifteen minute rest we went to play again until 12.00 So BO-RING! A mental reminder for fatini: never ever pick tennis as a sport! Then as tuesday go by, it is so naturaly boring and on wednesday i thought it will be fun as we are going to Health Promotion board but i was half correct as ealy in the morning, guess what? We have mass run! Great huh? I run with Rasyidah and lucyly we pass! Hurrah! Got a 35 minutes break and yea! We are going to HEALTH PROMOTION BOARD! I was sitting beside Hui Sian and she was sleeping i guess that she must be tired after all that running(: When we reached there, of course we had FUN:D BY the time we reached back home, Husian and i fell asleep and gradually wake up by the sound of shouting mad teachers! Gom home quickly as it was raining heavily. Reached home and change as well as sleep for a while and i wake up to find out that my brother was waiting for me out at the door as he never bring keys because my parents knew that i will be reaching home because of the O level exams and to all graduating students, good luck! Cheers =X

GOSH! I feel uptight today all because of teaching my brother!

2008-10-18T10:54:00.004+08:00

Hey lads(: Today a lot i want to say err, to type. It is to regarding about what had happen this year. It is going to be the end of the year or end of term four, so i guess before i got lazy to write this, i better write it right now. Not according to alphabetical order as my memorisation in alphabet sucks..

Janice:Hey bus... You are truly a great listener & a great friend.Whenever i am in a lame kind of mood, you stick with me and hold me so that i won't fall. I tell you all my feelings and you stick to me whether i am in need or not. Truly you are my fren. ily

Hui sian:Hey feng pei... You can make me laugh and make me happy all the time and make me take the sad feelings in me get out.And we always share our secrets together. I am so sorry that i cannot work with you because of my stupid illness. I can asure you that when i am back to healthy state we will work together anyway, good luck for the money.$200+ is alot of sum as you want to buy Hoodie,button shirts, polo tees & many more... and ily

Farah:~LEMBU~ Aku slalu suke kacau kau... Dgn maya the monyet tapi kau tetap tahan dgn perangai aku ni...Kite dudok same-same kat mother tongue class dan aku slalu kacau kau. Mesti kau penat dgn 'lame' jokes aku but hey aku dah try nak kurangkan but still I AM A STILL BOOKWORM beybeh!ily...

Atqa: OIsh...Kau dgn "thats the point~thats the point" kaw! Kaulah kawan yg paling lama aku tahu dari K1 sampai sekarang...Dgn dulu ke kecohan tentang nak rembat syafiq
dgn ape? Bawak parang semue... HAHA gelak-gelak.. The old times never end(: ily...

Yati: Monyet...Mesti kau punye idea eh nak sabo Shahir dgn tepong-tepong tu eh?Dah tu kene tangkap dgn resident-resident kat situ.. ISh kecian korang semue. Aku maseh ingat yg farah call sebab dier takot kene marah dgn principle. heheh.. Kaulah slalu buat klas kecoh rabak.. Duu aku pakai shorts tinggi sgt kaulah yg slalu tarik supaya tak terlalu tinggi & make aku tak geeko sgt lah...KE kecohan itu tak dapat aku lupakan... ily=D

Nuraini:Walaupon dah lama kita tak bertemu, aku pasti yg kaw maseh dalam keadaan yang baek.Tapi... asal dgn kaw? Aku dgr cite yg kau telah berubah... You are mixing with wrong people girl!Abeh dah dpt kawan baru, kawan lame lupa ehk?Dulu aku mati-mati tak suke kaw tapi yatyy, farah,atqa semue lembotkan hati aku sikit untuk al least be frens dgn kau den skrg perangai kau gini? Tak puaselah tak layan org bile org tengah cakap dgn kau.. Eh girl.. hel-lo girl! cermin sikit diri kau dulu kau buat hel book ngan ain and tulis perkara borok tentang org..Inadeh! Jgn repeat the same mistake lah bodoh! Aku mengaku yang aku pernah buat salah kat farah, yatyy and Atqa tapi aku tak ulang kesilapan aku lah minah!Cermin lagy diri kau.. Siape kau ah? Dulu kau memang minah kental yang gigi macam rabbit dan jadi bahan ketawa olang den skrg kau ape org cakap.. Ada respect jugak tapi jgn nak act macam setan pulak lah dgn kau punye "ape?!ape?!" macam nak vomit blood tahu tak?!!? Sedar sikit.. Kalau kau dah tahu kau salah jgn nak sombong siak, mintak maap dgn dorang... aku tahu atqa dgn yatty memang pemaaf. Kalau let say dorang tak maafkan that is understandable sebab kau dah buat hati dorang sakit.. I imagine aku yg dah lama tak jumpa kau macam gila marah dgn kau apalagi dorang yg kene jumpa kau hari-hari kat sekolah and masa kat CCA since kau dgn dorang hockey player...Think about it lah girl... Just think...

This is all i wan to sae for now...
If i have any reason to write again just read okay??
bye lads:D
And to nuraini...if she is reading this, no need to flood my tagboard like you did to farah's as it is not worth it and make things more complicated as they are... =B

HMPH

2008-10-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

OUCH!OUCH!OUCH!
I am so so so in pain, gotta the first stomach cramp and it is so painful and tody thought of going to jln raye with frens for jln raye nampaknyee tak boleh lah.. Read up people's blog and yeah saw them going out with frens for jln raye i was like wow! Just like old tymes heheh.

Oh yah! Forget to tell you, TODAY GOT NO SCHOOL all right no need to shout! got promotion day lahh so no school.Thought of cleaning up my rooom because mak sayy that my room like reban ayam heheh... Yesterday saw all my results and it quite suck because i fail 2 subjects which is of course maths and Science duh! Those two subjects are damn hard but it is okayy...

Hope get promoted to Sec 2 next year and seriously i want to try to be in Express stream, maybe i should consider and put in my wishing list?

Suggestion please! Thanks♥

and to herr, how can you dum friends just like that! what a terrible girl you are! You search friends when you are in a saad mood but you threw us off when you are in a happpy mood! SHeis what fren are you! you called me monster but you are an ORGER! Even shrek is better than you stinky head!

2008-10-13T16:58:00.005+08:00

Last saturday my family make open house. Gosh, a lot of people come to our house. My mum's side family came and eat erm, 'pita,spagetti,nasi goreng,popiah and blackberry juice" yum!

Eat finished? We go to my room and played happy family for a while and then play cluedo... It took a lot of our precious time and just about to finish, some of them had to go home.We like "what?" HEL-LO! today is Saturday not Sunday and they asked us to go back home due to Ina's unfinished exam, Sway...

Fine, they went home and you know what? Solihin aka at friendster as"Mat Rempit" really got a bad eye sore. Ergh due to allergyand the day before he is supposed to go to our grans house and he can't go due to heavy duty at NCC(water) SHeis... Too bad. Get well soon yea cousin? The good news is that he wants to buy an I-phone which is really cool. Maybe next Sunday i could see it.

The official "closing ceremony" is at 10.00 pm, and you guess the actual "closing ceremony" ends about 12.00 am! Gosh, i felt asleep around 10.30 as i could not take it any longer. People who is left behind is my gran, Kak mila,Pak Busu and Mak Uda and they had been aroung like 3.00 pm! Just cannot take it man! DEAD seyyy.

This is the story on 111008(11 october 2008)

Bye peepS :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Second last day

2008-10-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

My blog is seriously dead!!! Okay it is like sooooo boring and i am soooo lazzzzy to type anything. Got the science paperand it was really damn hard like a mother*****... Then just remembered that i had truly fogotten to bring calculator for maths...Like stupid seyyyyyyy.Just hentam bola jee & then the paper was 20 pages and i had to do it in 1 hour and i need to calculate using mental???CRazzzzyyyy.SHEiS Then there's this stuppppiddd girl talk so LOUDDDDD like as if people want to hear her sayyyy"alamak susahnye...KITE tak tahu nak buat....HAISH" Everytyme talk must have haish... Laame ****. Okay then everyone wanted to take 901 and i don't want to stand up on the whole journey so i took 962...

FINE!!!

This blog entry is like soooo boring like want to zleep...Such a boring entry i have been doing for the past few dayssssssssssssss....ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ESOKKKK

2008-09-30T11:55:00.004+08:00

Esok raye...yes arh...
Tomorrow can drink in the day light..
so no need people say "oh!!! yoyu never fast...
okay,okay people i know i must bayar because i don't fast for like 5 days...
TSKTSKTSK
Never mind i don't care...
Too bad the next day it is still exam..
Haish...
Okay saye nak clean house..
byeeeeee

A silly dae

2008-09-23T14:59:00.004+08:00

After a long boring day at school, i went home with Imanina...

She's soooo funny!!!

Always laughing and at last i laugh because of nothing..

Saw Muazam...

He saw Imanina laugh and cried

"crazy ah?? always laugh..."

Passed some rude comments at each other and took the bus

Okay,reached the interchange and found out i lost my wallet again...

DAMN!!

Luckily quraisyah borrowed me some money.

Promised to give her by tomorrow

Got into the bus and realised that my wallet is missing....

i was like ALAMAK!!!

Reached house realise that bro don't want to go to basic chinese class..

I don't blame him either.....SOOO BORING!!

Okay now at the computer busily chatting with myself and going to eat....

* i mean wwant to sleep:D

EINK!!

!KAH ! KAH !

LOOPz

2008-09-21T15:10:00.002+08:00

Okay,i am on the computer....

feeling bored...

Mum and dad go to hospital

There's no one is msn...

Here nabil is singing LOUSYLY!!

Oh yah, Last friday, Janice come to my house.

Suppose to be hui sian and janice but then i think that hui sian fell asleep

Okay back to story...

Reached to house realised that nabil have not come back from school and i had no key..

Then make our way to Admiralty primary

Got the key and go back home,

i change to home clothes nad get to work..

Doing homework larh...

About and hour later got bored with homework and started to on the computer...

Janice search for some pictures for art.

Then about 1 and the half hour mum and nabil got back home...

Finished up the work supposed to do and janice went home and i go to tution...

Boring huh???

Actually it is a long story but i summurise it up:D

Bye lads!!!

FREE

2008-09-18T17:48:00.002+08:00

I am FREE!!!
Feel so haaappyyyy!!!!
Okay a little bit pain...
Just now, recess time, i just go this silly letter...
Read it up... and throw it away...
It is RUBBISH...
Science time got letter about the dentist thing so Haque,Sin Yee,vernice,rasyidah,wang ting,Imanina,Quraisyah and i go to the dentisit van... The weather is sooo HOT!!!
Cannot tahan seyh but very fun no lesson.12.30 nurse ask to go back and 1.45 pm come again.. So went to class. Kena marah because very noisy...
12.45 went to malay class but Mdm noraini ask to go to IT resource room.
Wah!!! The aircon very nice...
1.45 went to the dentist need to wait some more..
Oh yah, i have forgotten Janice darlink and Hui sian darlink told me that lionel got cane in the class room by Mr justin...
Okay they got freaked ou and me to because in all my life i want to try to see some person or people kena cane...
Back to business...
Reached to the chair, it was seriously wild...
Next post i will tell you more
NEED to move on...

HAHAX

2008-09-14T10:35:00.002+08:00

Aku lagie(:
Here to update my blog...
My blog is dying i think...
There's nothing happening in my life that is interesting
Just wake up, sahur,sleep,wake up, simbah air,pegi sekola, balik, on air-con, tidor jap,buka, buat keje rumah,sleep...
That is the life of FATINI....
Done...
Not talketive today(:

COWARD!!!

2008-09-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

Thought that you will be there for me....
Thought that you will help when i am down....
Thought that the day i need you, you will beside me and help me...
But you throw it off!!!
You show me that you are seriously a crook!!!
A 'miss responsibility!
You hate me for who i am...
You hope that i will fall down without your help...
But i already prove you wrong soooo
GET OUT FROM MY LIFE!!!
just leave me alone..
and make my life happier with the real world...
Just move on with your life with your two goddy friends and make sure you get that right...
You leave me alone when i am at lost...
You just take the signboard away from me...
When you are in need you come and find me, when you had your two goody friends you leave me alone...
I am so ashamed of myself for not knowing who you really are...
Just forget that you once thought that you are my friend...
Because i had fogotten about it...
You may say that i am selfish but you are more.
After that incident...
I am now sure that you are just fake...
So go on.. No need to try and be nice when you had broken my heart a lot of times...
I had helped you a lot of times but once... you had never help me..
SO...
SHOO SHOO
bye ....
And that means forever!!!

A day with Janica:D

2008-09-09T16:55:00.004+08:00

LOOPS!!!!

Finished school go to the library with Janice:D
Read on the sofa
Read some comics then silly Janice fall asleep
I continued reading as my friends and "senior" friends know that i am a bookworm(hehe)
After finished, woke Janice up
We put down the books back
Then we went to bus-stop.. Janice wanted to take some pictures with me, but then 901 came so need to take bus..
Reached the interchange and followed janice to the adding money to the ez-link card machine?
Then saw 913 and rushed to the bus...
GAGAGAGAGAGAGA

HOOOOOYAY!!

2008-09-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

Just go the news by my aunt that gran was out from hospital just now in the afternoon
Feel so relief an dquite happy
Today i will be going to gran house to visit her,althouth i have alreay visited her yesterday,
i still want ot visit her... Can or not??
LALALALALALALA
I am soooo happy! Today after supplementry went home.
Mum asked whether want to go and but a new shoes i quickly agree becaus emy shoe koyak rabak!!! got new school shoes and hari-raya shoes(belom habis puasa nak raya tak malu)
And then mak give duit to buy waffle or bubble tea..
GUESS WHAT??
I BUY both!! hehe
LALALALALALALALA
if you appy and you know now sing
LALALALALALALALA
to atqa: asal sedih?? hidop tak boleh sedih-seidh tau...Tak kesah dan heran apa org kata asalkan you know that they are veryveryvery wrong.be happy in life and remeber you got true frends around you(:

gah!!!

2008-09-03T12:21:00.002+08:00

GAH!!!
Suprised??
NAH!!!

GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA
Today very the bored, got nothing to do so blogging somthing and edit some friendster skin...
GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA
Then do some slide for science teacher ask to do project so doing some slides
GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA
Thought that now can go shopping with mum, but then mum says need to go to ttsh to visit gran
she still at hospital(sad seyhs)
GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA
Now dunno what to do..
GAGAGGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA
Entah knape nak nak slalu type GAGAGAGAGAGAGAG
BEEP!!!

Sadddd

2008-08-30T13:53:00.002+08:00

A bit sad today...

Woke up and took a bath then i thought i wan to have breakfast then dad says go and buy for him newspaper so then get ready to buy got a phone call

From aunt saying that grand is very ill so dad canceled the newspaper buying adn asked me to go and change to go out clothes...

Wore jacket with black jeans with flip-flops

Dad say take the car so he drive to Ang Mo Kio

When on the way ,

My older cousin, Kak June called and says that we take her to the hospital and not to the doctor

Coz she has been sick for a week and they had been to 2 doctors

Haish... Feel very sad for grand..

So reached to Ang Mo Kio

Aunt get ready to go to malaysia to take a care of my aunt

So we took Grand to the car and went to dad's workplace

Tan Tock Seng

Dad parked the car and we go to the emergency room but only dad can go in as the insturction was only ONE visitor with the patient so i waited outside reading newspaper(YAWN)

After about and hour or so..

Dad came to my sit and said that we need to wait for and hour or so before we can take grand home

I said how a bout we go to your office and i can use your computer(hehe)

SO here i am using the comp and telling all of you about the details about

what had happened today

PS: i don't think that i am going to madrasah today(:

BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-29T18:05:00.003+08:00

It was so gerek!!! I mean the peformance!!

I like it so much

BUT...

I want to talk about what had happened in the morning.

We got ACES day and some need to run inseide school

and some need to walk outside school

After some discussions, Quraisyah,Nasyirah,Ahmad,Syaffiq,Syahirah,Jiaying,Wei Liong and Andy

Run and the rest of us walk around the school continusly non-stop.

Actually it's quite fun when you think about it, It's like you think just walk?? Easy

BUT...

NO!!

Most of our leg started to ach like mad for the past 3 Rounds and Imanina still can run i mean...

HELLO!! YOur leg blister still you wnt to run??

But i solut her

We actually win for the competetive running and not 4 walking

its okay next year can try again

Got report books and felt quite sad about it

Failed Science by 1 mark!!

Such a waste but mum says

Nevermind can try again next exam

I HOPE SO

Then was the performance not hink about it,

It was super great!!!

Love it !!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!

Teachers day

2008-08-28T16:11:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow teacher dae

And get report book

Then holiday!!!

But one good thing i don't like

is that...

Exam SA2 is coming and really had to be

prepared...

Had to type about Tuesday

Was a wonderful slam!!!

Had lunch with Janice and habshah

Ate chicken chop then drink Soya Bean(cup)

Done with drinking then the ice cubes felll..

So try to get away from the ice cubes

when then Habshah...

Put one of the cubes at the back of my body

so... COLD!!!

Feeling like at antartica!!!

So took Habshah's bag and then

go to the Boys toilet and to put her bag in...

When suddenly,,,

This upper sec boy go and push me into the wheelchair toilet

!!!YUCK!!!

Disgusting!!

So Habshah can take it EASILY

Quite fun then Go to Library with Janice and thought of doing literature but then ...

We talk and talk and......

TALK!!!

But had fun!!!

Eating lollipop(: